falling asleep on a stranger (josh dun)

Trees

(Your P.O.V)

I had my phone hooked up to my speaker on my car, I waved at Mufasa through the window and pulled out of my driveway.
"This song will never be on the radio
even if my clique were to pick and the people were to vote
It's the few, the proud, and the emotional.
Yo, you bulletproof
in black like a funeral,
the world around us is burning but we're so cold.
It's the few, the proud and the emotional."
I sang along to these songs in my car, drumming on my steering wheel with my fingers.
I pulled up and parked and walked to where the concert would be. I was in the front section but a little bit to the left closer to Josh's drums. I eventually pushed myself  up to the very front to avoid the jumping crowd. It was 5 to 8:00. I had 5 more minutes until I would be able to see one of my favourite musical duo's.

The lights dimmed and everything went black. The back screen lit up red on the stage and the low humming of Heavydirtysoul began. Tyler came out in his skeleton sweater and Josh walked out in his 'bandit' outfit.
Then the screaming began. people were yelling and throwing their hands around. I said fuck it and joined them. rapping the first bit of Heavydirtysoul came easy to me, but seeing Tyler and Josh kill it, took my breath away. I was entranced with their every move. I never wanted it to end.

Soon enough Josh's shirt came off, and holy fuck, I almost passed out.
Tyler took a break and started a speech (At the top ^^ watch it it's lit.)

When he finished I didn't realize that I was crying. Tyler made eye contact with me, and his eyes widened, he walked over to Josh and whispered something to him. Josh stood up and saw me too, staring at me with his mouth open.
And that was when Trees started playing.

I tried to brush off what just happened, but I couldn't. Did they recognize me? I started to panic, and I don't know why.
Maybe because these two people who saved my life, remembered me after all these years, I didn't see them as famous, makes catchy music artists. I saw them as friends, people I once knew, I watched them grow into these two beautiful men that helped me through so much sadness and hate, and they saved my life multiple times, and I would soon get to talk with them. What would I say? What would I do?

Tyler and Josh would glance at each other and then at me through the rest of the show. But I was dancing and singing and trying to push the thoughts out of my head that I might never see them again after this, I have to go home to my unloving 'family'. This night will soon be over, Maybe they don't even recognize me. There's probably just some really hot chick standing around me or something and that's who they're looking at.

They finished the show, and I wiped tears from my eyes. Tyler came and gave everyone high fives in the front row. But he grabbed my hand and held it for a second and looked me right in the eyes and smiled a true smile. and with that the concert was over.
People were leaving and only a few were lining up to meet them. I stood at the back of the line, I was in absolute panic mode.

contain the fangirl
contain the fangirl
contain the fangirl
contain the fangirl!

I was thinking of what to say and when I turned around the last person that was in front of me had just gone in. and there was no one else behind me. The guards in front of the door gave me a wink and a smile and said I could go in in a minute. I weakly smiled back.
Fuck me I thought.