falling asleep on a stranger (josh dun)

Gemini

(Your P.O.V)

My headache woke me up, but I woke up in Josh's arms. I studied the tattoos on his arm they were beautiful I just looked at them. Taking in all the little details.
What am I doing? I quit my job to go on tour with a famous boy that I haven't seen for years. We've been together for only a few weeks. We're not even officially dating. Now I'm laying in bed with him... But it's okay because he's gorgeous.

His phone started buzzing so I carefully escaped from his grasp without waking him and answered his phone.
I walked into the bathroom and closed the door slightly. Taking a few Advil for my headache.
"Hello?" I answered
"Hi, who's this?" A woman's voice asked.
"Y/N. I'm a friend of Josh's, you are?"
I was a little annoyed by her tone.
"I'm Debby, Josh's Ex. Can I talk to him?" She stated, i felt my heart drop a bit.
"He's actually asleep right now." I told her not knowing Josh was behind me.
"Well, can you wake him up. I really need to talk to him." She said annoyed.
It occurred to me again that I still wasn't technically dating Josh, but I was really fucking jealous right now.
"Hey, who's that?" Josh asked. I spun around with the phone in my hand.
"Uh, it's Debby." I handed him the phone.
His eyes went wide. And he walked away with the phone. I sat on the counter in the bathroom.
Debby probably wants to get back together with him. I was going to cry. I put my ear against the door. I listened to Josh.
"-What about Y/N? No. That doesn't mean a thing to me, A one time thing." He spoke.
I felt my heart shatter. Why was he talking about me?
I needed to go. I walked past him and grabbed my clothes casually. I put them on and held his t-shirt in my hands. My face was tear stained. Thankfully his back was turned. I grabbed all my stuff without him noticing and I began to walk out the door. I turned and threw his shirt at the back of his head and slammed the door behind me.
"Y/N? WAIT!" I heard him yell. I ran down the hallway. I was sobbing now. I got into the elevator Josh sprinted towards me still in only his boxers "Y/N!?" He tried to grab me but the doors closed just in time. I balled in the elevator as it was going down. What did I expect? Josh started calling my phone. I ignored him. One time thing? How could this be a one time thing?
I'm so fucking stupid.
I stormed out of the hotel and down the street.
I didn't know where I was going.
Honestly I didn't care.
Josh came skipping out of the hotel still putting on his shoes. Did he take the stairs? What the fuck. He saw me. Fuck having bright hair. He started running towards me. I ran away, wiping my tears.
He caught up to me and pulled me into a small dead end alley way. He pushed me against a wall. I didn't look at him and kept pushing him off.
"Y/N, what happened, what's wrong? What did I do?" He asked
"What did you do?" I finally pushed him off. I looked at him with bloodshot eyes and tear stained cheeks. "You fucked up, that's what you did." I ran away from him. I ran as fast as I could, not looking back. Still balling my eyes out. I started calling Jenna. She answered.
"Hello?"
"Jenna. Can to do me a huge favour?" I said panting and crying.
She became more alert. "Of course, what's wrong?"
I wiped my face.
"Can you come pick me up?"

***

Jenna rushed to pick me up, we were now in the tour bus and I explained to her what happened.
I cried into her shoulder.
"That doesn't sound like something he would do.. Wow. Don't sweat it, with your hot bod, you could pick up anyone you wanted." She smiled down at me. I laughed a little. Tyler came over and saw me crying. "Oh shi-" he started.
"Pms?" He asked scrunching his face.
Jenna shook her head. She looked down at me, she was still petting my hair. "Can I tell him? He deserves to know" she whispered. I just nodded.
After Jenna explained what happened, Tyler sat with his mouth wide open.
"He may be my best friend, but that's really low." Tyler looked like he had the fires of hell burning in his eyes. He stood up and clenched his fists. "I'll go talk to him." He sounded pissed, walking towards the door. I went to go stop him.
"NO! You'll make it worse!" I jumped to go get him but Jenna held me back. "He's got this. They're best friends. It's okay, let's just go watch a movie." I sighed and gave in.

I can't believe this. I'm not sad anymore, I'm Angry, No, I'm beyond angry. What have I gotten myself into? I fell for him and now we're all fucked. Did I just break up Twenty One Pilots, No, if anything he did.
I was thinking about it this morning. I gave up everything for this boy, and he fucked me over. I'm so stupid. I left my house, my job, that town, and my wretched family.
I should catch the next flight home. I'll get all my stuff from Josh's and buy an apartment far away. Try and get my job back.
Jenna was watching the movie sitting beside me, holding my hand. Suddenly we both snapped our heads towards the front of the bus.
The door burst open.