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On my side

I'm smiling from below

Smile carved into my burning soul

As I sink lower

Watching and listening

As only the bothered among us

Bother believing in another to save them

So long we forgot how to save ourselves

Stepped on hot rock that scarred my foot

Now I have a limp and look for support

Elsewhere and why heaven hurts

Putting together the broken puzzled pieces

To create nothing other

Than a shattered motion picture

With nothing better to do

Feeling life has lost all meaning

When love has lost it's hold on you

When in reality we are screwed

But the dead man will save you

If you grow on top of his corpse

Some healthy food OH how hard

There are more of you than there are of me

And this is true and you can fight to starvations stupidity

I am the one who plants the seed and nurtures your feed

So you can keep your belief that from the store comes milk and meat

And I'm just laughing though it horrifies me

The slack ass stupid nations brought up by televised rewrite stupidity

And we eat it up just to starve out intellectual themes

Stuck on moon light cellulose riddance memes

Finding dead bodies in search of our games

I'll just stay put growing plants and playing with me

Recovering all of your lost energy

I try to tell you where it is at but would you believe

At this point I don't care if you no longer wish to be freed

With this blade stuck in me I'll smoke and drink my mead  

And holy crap I smell sweat

Hey I ain't been working that hard yet

Though this damn humidity is perfection for me

I take it and work with it as if I was working here

This is just game play for me tearing up the ground

Shake out the weeds and plant new seeds

Never again to go hungry 

Eh now that you found me hey

Let's continue rolling and growing

Underground tunneling new growing areas

Now that the ones above have been terminated

By the ones who feed the world that is forever starving

For more of this plastic shit to be alienated

Wow ain't it great yeah this empire is greatness

We simply live to die again

Sorry to say so but this is just how it happens

We have all been here before

Recycled and brought back through the door

So make the best of your time

Be sure you'll be back to do it again

Haha we live in a suicidal repudiation

So stupid no matter how we mask it

We are just replaying the same game

And I remember when you served me

And the tip I paid you to believe

I see you now flying so high above me

Though I am pleased I suffer silently

As I wait because of the past's pain

And believe me when I tell you it's true

This dead man will save you, yes I save for you

So that when I am done dead gone and died

You'll have seeds to plant on my side