New poetry book or...

What pain is

Let's just say the promise of death

Has brought me to life yes

Maybe I'll just say and regress

Fuck this shit I'll be one with the soil

Where I am terminated

I can hardly wait on it

Now block out the sun and show me your sweat

Lodge me with a broken heart and a fishless stream

Read sweet demented whispers to my death

Write sweet demented whispers to my spleen yeah take it all for the team

I loved and felt what it was now divorced bucket wish list

I am saying today I am dying again only to live on

Never to hear you sing my songs

I can't handle these useless tears I am crying

Worth less than the price of buying

I feel their hatred and I offer it back on place

In place of where my heart left

And I remain a broken mess

Now I am going to procure another hitlist

Readying it for recording

Unsure if I'll be here by morning

My Heart remains in mourning

And I'm off again

Lost in what I thought I read

Reading it over and it's still the same

I am surely missed as you're now dead

Against the walls I am smashing

I remember not to forget

This is what pain is