Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 1

AHHHH NEW STORY! I know how much you loved the first part of my demi and niall fanfic that i decided to do a second part instead of the justin bieber and ariana one.I've missed writing and its good to be back.Hopefully you guys like this part as well (: don't forget to comment,leave me feedback and vote! Oh and shout out to sstrawberryy for the amazing cover (:

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I woke up this morning, feeling weak and anxious.Two years has officially passed and I still think about everything that happened between Niall, Ariana and I. Because of everything that went down two years ago, I got kicked out of school, my parents made me see a counsellor because according to them, I have some sort "anger" built up inside of me which is false.Im still trying to figure out why my parents are making a big deal out of nothing.Its not like it was the first fight I've ever had.Its not like it was the first heartbreak I've ever went through.But I will say, it was one of the worst.

I regret how everything went down but the biggest mistake was loving someone that never loved me back.Well, so I thought.Niall put me in a really bad place, and it's hard for me to get out of it.I know we haven't been together for a very long time, but the times that we were together were the best times of my life.Im still heartbroken about what happened and seeing my counsellor and being home schooled is definitely making my life more miserable than how it already is.My dad forbid to see Miley and Selena, my sister moved back to Chicago all because of a small little thing I did.

"DEMI" I heard from outside my bedroom."YOUR COUNSELLOR IS HERE!" 

I rolled on the other side of my bed, put my blanket on top of my head and hoped she went away.

I heard the nob turn, and I groaned in anger."Why can't you leave me alone" I whispered under my breath.I got up and leaned against my bed frame.My mom sat next to me without even looking at me.I guess she finally felt ashamed of me.

"Demi" She said turning her head to face me, " It breaks my heart seeing you like this.Whatever happened to the girl that would let someone in, huh? where is she" 

I felt my warm tears stream down my face.I pushed her hand away and got up from my bed.I bent down and grabbed my robe from my closet.I headed straight for the door but I stopped and took a deep breath.

"That little girl, grew up" I whispered but loud enough for her to hear me.

"Demi wait" She said.I walked out of my room and headed to the bathroom.

I closed the door and sat down on my toilet with my hands in my face."What have I become?" I asked myself.To some people, it might just seem like a relationship and I need to suck it up, and move on.But I can't.

I stood up, looked at myself in the mirror and walked out of the bathroom.I didn't want to keep my counsellor waiting any longer.She's already been trying to get me to talk for the last 3 months now and I still haven't opened up.I just hate how everyone is rushing me and pressuring me.

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Downstairs

"Demi?" She said smiling at me, " are you ready to start?"

" I've been ready" I replied while taking a bite of my blueberry bagel.

She sighed and wrote something in her note book.I guess my body language and my facial expression is not doing it for her.She's been my counsellor for awhile now and honestly, I don't feel any different than I did 2 years ago.

"I want you to look at this picture and tell me what you think" She bent down and took out a picture from her purse.

I looked at the picture and I felt my tears coming back again.

"Demi?" She said, placing her cold hands on my knee.

I pulled back my hand and looked at her angry."Where did you get that picture?" I said with a harsh tone.

"Your mom gave it to me" She said with a low voice,"I've been your counsellor for awhile now and I know you don't want to talk about what happened but"

I pulled back my chair, stood up and crossed my arms." WHY CANT ANY OF YOU GUYS EXCEPT THAT IM NOT READY TO TALK ABOUT NIALL AND I? OR ANYONE I ASSOCIATED WITH?" I said shouting.

I heard footsteps coming from the stairs." Oh, great" I said to myself.

" Talking about it, will help you" My counsellor said standing up.

" What's going on?" My dad asked furious.

" Oh so now I need help?" I said looking at her then at my parents.I stormed out of the kitchen and into the living room.

I grabbed my car keys and headed straight towards the door.I felt a hand on my wrist.When I turned around it was my dad.

"You are not leaving" He said still holding onto my wrist.His grip kept getting tighter and tighter which made me cry even more.

"Watch me" I said almost out of breath pulling him away from me.

I walked towards the front door and straight to my car.I started the car and drove away.

I don't know where I was going but it certainly wasn't going to be here.If anyone needs counselling, it's that thing called my father.

While I was driving, I glanced at my wrist and just pulled down my sleeve.I decided to stop at my favorite café in LA.Its the only place I can go to clear my head and think.I should of probably drove back home since im still in my pjs but who the hell cares.

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At the café

Coming to this place brings back so many memories.I love the live music they play here.Its good seeing people have the courage to showcase their talent with other people and not be nervous doing so.

As I was casually sitting at my table, this cute guy kept starring me smiling.I felt extremely uncomfortable since I was still in my pjs, no make up and I looked a mess since I've been crying particularly all morning.

" Are you ready to order?" This lady asked me.When I looked up, I literally felt butterflies in my stomach.

"Selena?" I said with the biggest smile on my face.

She looked at me and gave me a hug."Omg demi how are you?" She said while taking a seat next to me.

"I'm fine and you?" I said trying so hard not to avoid the catching up conversation.

"I am great now that I finally get to see you" She said extremely happy." Love the blue hair by the way"

I let out a little giggle and started playing with the napkin in front of us.

"We really miss you back at Rosewood high" She said with a small smile on her face.I could tell there was something more she wanted to say but wasn't going too.

"SELENA" a guy screamed " I DONT PAY YOU TO SIT AROUND AND MAKE SMALL TALK.GET BACK TO WORK" 

Selena rolled her eyes at him then looked back at me smiling.

"I get off work in 2 hours" She said standing up " wanna do something once I get off?" 

I shook my head and watched her walk off.I looked at the table and realized something was missing.

" Uhm, Sel?" I said trying not to laugh, " my order" 

We both started laughing.When she was done taking my order, I felt something in my pocket vibrate." I don't remember taking my phone with me" I said to myself in confusion.

Text messages:

Mom: Demi please come home soon.Your father and I are getting worried.Please call.

Dallas: Why the fuck did mom call me crying? You know I'm all the way in Chicago Demi.Think about what your doing before doing them.Please.

After reading the texts, I turned off my phone.I leaned back on my chair with my arms crossed.

Selena brought my order and I could tell she knew something was wrong.She placed my coffee and chocolate cookie in front of me.As she was walking away, she looked back me and I looked away.She sighed and went back to work.What a wonderful day I'm having.

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Back at my house

"I don't know what to do at this point with demi' My mom said looking outside.''I know her and Niall broke up but she's never told us the reason why'' She said looking at my dad then at my counsellor.