Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 9

Hey, hey, hey! how is everyone doing on this fine day? (: as promised, here is chapter 9! I can't wait for you guys to read the new story I wrote tomorrow!!! so excited!

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Woke up this morning to pitter patter of the rain hitting against the roof.The wind whistling as the window is open.

I turned over to look at the time and to my surprise, it's only 7 in the morning.I barely even slept the whole 8 hours.

Thinking about how today will be seeing my sister after 2 years.The gang might not understand my frustration on why I am not excited it's only because I know I'm going to get judged for my behaviour.I am slowly starting to be comfortable again with Niall and Ariana, but not only that, comfortable accepting myself.Having her come back here, judge me and my mistakes that I made and that I am sorry for is definitely going to put me back in that same place that I was a couple of weeks ago.Im still in that place but having my friends with me, doing activities have helped me and my sister coming back, won't.

I got out of my bed and went downstairs.I opened the front door and sat on one of the chairs.Listening to the rain and being by myself is actually pretty soothing.

"Hey" I heard from the back of me. I turned around and saw Ariana standing there in her unicorn pj's.She looked so cute that I lost my trend of thought.

"Hey" I said turning away from her, " why you up so early?"

"Shouldn't I be asking you that question?" She said sitting on one of the plastic chairs next to me

"I couldn't sleep" I lied, " Just need some time alone, you know?"

"Can I ask what was up with you last night?" she said focusing all her attention on me.

I looked into her eyes and saw concerned and sympathy.Something I haven't seen in her for a long time.Moments like this is when I actually appreciate her being my friend but just like Niall, the trust won't really be there.

" I just didn't know how to react to my sister coming back" I said still looking at her, " I was having mixed feelings"

"Does she know about?" She said without continuing.

"Definitely" I said nodding my head.I stopped looking at her and looked out at the rain again. " She wasn't the most supportive and kept throwing mean words at me while I was going through something and I don't know what today is going to bring"

She put her hand on my thigh and rubbed it.She then looked at me and smiled.

"I'm pretty sure she will be different" she said, "Try to not overthink the whole situation because you never know if it turns out better than you thought it would"

"Let's hope" I said trying to smile.

" How's your mom doing?" she asked

"She's good" I said briefly, " I'm not sure if my sister is going to bring Demetria.If she did, it won't be good because she'll be under more stress"

"You know, I always wondered what it's like being pregnant" She said with a convincing tone.

I looked at her for awhile as she turned her head to face me.We both started to crack up.Ariana pregnant? that'll be very interesting.

I tried to control my laughter but couldn't. " Yeah, I think you're good for a couple of more years" I said wiping my eyes from the tears of laughter

" We should so buy those fake belly's" She said excited

"Are you on something?" I asked looking at her all excited. " I wish you good luck with that one.