Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 3

Good day everyone! I know how much you've missed this story so here is chapter 3!! Thank you so much for commenting, voting...it really means a lot to me.I don't wanna make this long so here it is.The updated chapter.

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I woke up this morning to loud Christmas music and dishes being put away.I tried to cover my ears with one of Selena's pillows but sadly, it didn't work.I know I'm gonna get hell when I get home later on in the day but being somewhere where I could clear my head is actually comforting and peaceful.its like I can finally think.I scooted myself and leaned against Selena's bed frame.I bent down, grabbed my purse and took out my singing journal.I've been having a lot of ideas for a song lately and it's time I put what I'm thinking and feeling Into something I love."Let's get to singing" I whispered to myself.

Did you forget,
that I was even alive?
Did you forget,
Everything we ever had?
Did you forget?
Did you forget
About me?

Did you regret,
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget,
What we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

I looked at the words and felt a tear roll down my face.I sighed and closed my journal and rest it on Selena's bed side table.I leaned back against the bed frame and felt cold hands touch my knee.I looked to my right and saw Selena smiling at me.

" You deserve so much more than what your actual giving" she said, " everything will be okay and I'm sure he didn't forget"

" Yeah" I said looking away from her.

" You both needed this break and most girls I knew would of went back with their boyfriends knowing that they cheated and I'm happy you're not one of them" She said taking my hands into hers, " I know your still hurt over everything and"

I pulled my hand away and stood up.I didn't want to hear anymore of this conversation.I walked out of the room and pulled the door behind me.I leaned against Selena's bedroom door with my hands in my face."When will I ever stop crying?" I asked my self looking up at her hallway ceiling.I wiped my face,took a deep breath and fixed my hair.I looked to my left and saw Niall starring at me.I stood there for awhile without moving and felt my heart racing.He walked over to me and I didn't move.

"Hey" he said smiling a little.

"Uhm hi" I replied feeling awkward.

"How have you been?" He looks at me and shook his head, " Wait that's a stupid question.Of course you haven't been okay."

" Yeah, well that's certainly not my fault." I looked at him for awhile then turned around facing the stairs.He grabbed my arm,spinned me around and pushed me against the wall.

" I've miss you a lot demi.A lot" He said staring into my eyes.His blue ocean eyes were just so captivating that I was lost in them for a while.I shook my head and looked away.

" I'm gonna go have breakfast now" I pushed him away from me and walked down the stairs.I looked back and saw that he was still looking at me.

I don't know if I should be happy that we've actually said more than five words to each other but what I do know is that I feel awkward about it.Ive been doing so good at moving on or at least pretending that I have and I don't want to fall for him again.At least, not right now.

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Downstairs

I walked into the kitchen where I found Selena's mom singing and dancing while making breakfast.I stood by the door and quietly laughed.I walked into the kitchen and pulled out a chair which I guess startled her.She smiled and went back to doing what she was without caring if I was there or not.