Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 13

IM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY FOR THIS CHAPTER AND THE REST OF THIS STORY. IVE BEEN HAVING A WRITERS BLOCK AND I DIDNT KNOW HOWI WANTED THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER TO BE SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT HAPPY AND DRAMA FREE.

P.S: THERES TWO RATED R MOMENTS BUT ONE MORE GRAPHIC THAN THE OTHERS.

THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING PATIENT AND STILL READING THIS STORY. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME!!

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Selena's POV

Waking up early on a Saturday morning is one of the worst things ever. All I want to do is lay in my bed, and dream peacefully but I can't because my thoughts are driving me crazy. The worst part about going to sleep angry, is waking up angry. Angry at the person that made you feel this way. You remember why you and that person had an argument. All I want right now, is for it to go away.

It's been a week since I've last seen Demi and the others. I haven't been hanging with them much in school either considering the fact that Miley is with them. I love her so much but I'm over the constant fighting.

I sat on one of my kitchen chairs drinking my coffee. I heard someone knocking on the front door but I didn't bother getting up to answer. I looked at the door and saw the person walking inside. I haven't been home much and seeing my mom now makes me actually miss her. Despite whatever argument or fight we had, I actually do miss her warmth hugs, her wet kisses on my forehead, staying up late watching romantic comedies. I guess as we get older, we forget about all the little things that once made us happy.

" Good morning sweetie" she said in an angel like kind of voice, " why are you awake so early?"

I shrugged as I saw her place what seems to be an orange envelope on the table.

" I couldn't sleep" I said as I took a sip of my coffee. " where'd you go?"

She poured herself a cup of coffee and pulled out a chair right across from me and sat down. She looked at me and I looked up at her hazel eyes and the saw the concern in them.

" It doesn't matter" She said placing her hand on the table, " What's wrong?"

" I...Uhm" I started off. I took a deep breath and tried again, " I...Miley and I...We"

I couldn't bring myself to tell her what's been going with me and Miley. I've never been able to come to my parents let alone my mom with my problems. She's always either busy or it would seem like she had better things to do than to listen to my problems.

" Selena," she said half smiling, " You don't have to be afraid of talking to me. I'm your mother"

I sighed and looked at her, " Miley and I haven't spoken since a week ago and I don't know," I said looking away from her, " I'm just tired of feeling like I'm the one that has to apologize whenever we would have an argument. I'm not the only one in the relationship and it makes me sad knowing the she's hurt but I'm not going to apologize for feeling the way that I do"

I looked back at my mom who was now making her way to sit next to me. She placed a strand of hair behind my ears which confused me at the gesture but I didn't question it. She looked me deep into my eyes something she hasn't done in a long time. My mom is my everything despite whatever we would be going through, I would always love her no matter what.

" You two are teenagers," She started off, " you will obviously have some ups and downs which might involved some pointless arguments," she said taking my hands into hers, " whatever argument you two had might be affecting her more and that's probably something you can't seem to understand"