Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 18

HELLO WORLD!!! HERE IS CHAPTER 18! TWO MORE CHAPTERS TO GO AND ITS OVER...I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE VOTES, THR COMMENTS, WITHOUT YOU GUYS, THE READERS, THIS STORY WOULDNT EVEN BE WHAT IT IS. THANK YOU ALL SO FCKING MUCH, IT REALLY MEANS A LOT TO ME!

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Demi's POV

I woke up this morning with a slight headache. Everything happened yesterday kept on replaying in my head and I had a hard time trying to fall asleep. Nobody really knows how hurt I am over the situation between Ariana and I. I wished it didn't happen the way that it did but at the same time, I'm sorta happy that it did. The most important thing is that I now know the truth.

Everything happened so fast and it's crazy to think that after all these years of being her friend, we finally ended it. Our friendship was toxic and if we continued it, it would have only gotten worst. Ariana made me believe that I could trust. She made me believe that her words were sincere when deep down, she was lying and didn't mean anything she she said. Every word, every phrase was just a lie and I was the asshole that believed them. Now I know I should be smart on who I give a second chance too because sometimes you feel like they deserve when really, they don't.

I was sitting down in Selena's kitchen as she was preparing us breakfast. My thoughts were everywhere and I couldn't take it anymore. How is it that five girls that I just now met in a short period of time, knew my friendship with Ariana was all lies?

" Demi are you okay?" She asked looking at me concerned.

I looked up at her and shrugged. " I don't know what I am" I said simply, " Thanks for breakfast though"

She walked over to me and pulled out a chair beside me. She placed her hands underneath her chin and looked at me.

" Talk to me" she said smoothly, " What are you thinking about?"

I sighed and looked away from her. " Ariana" I said honestly, " I can't help but feel like this is all my fault. Like because of me, no one likes her" I said as looked back at her, " I didn't have to open up and say anything about friendship with Ariana but I did."

" Demi," She said as she took my hand, " Anyone can see that your friendship with Ariana wasn't right. Any one can see that you care more about her than she does about you" she said, " The fact that your blaming yourself for this really hurts me. Ariana's the one that caused this mess. Not you. You have to learn when to say, enough is enough. You keep going back to her and in the end, your always the one that gets hurt"

I felt the tears streaming down my face. She wiped them away half smiling. Selena was right. If I give Ariana anymore chances, I know for a fact she will mess them up.

" Everyone tells you that you're an amazing person, and you are" she said smiling at me, " I love how you care about the people around you and will do anything for them but when it comes Ariana, you have to be more more focus and aware. People can't change unless they want too. They have to want it for themselves and Ariana clearly doesn't want to change"

" I get it Selena" I said simply, " I really do but when I care about someone, I really care about them. I just hate always being the one that gets hurt in the end." I said removing my hand from hers, " Every time I'm there for someone, they will do the same in return but only for awhile. I have Ariana another chance because for once, I felt the sincerity in her voice. For once, I believed her but I guess I should of looked back at all of the times I've forgave her" I said as a tear drop fell on the table. I looked at her and she too had tears in her eyes, " Why is it so easy for people to hurt me?" I asked.

" Oh Demi" she said as she gave me a hug. I cried hard in to her shoulders arms as I felt her crying too. " It's going to be okay. I'm here. Shh it's okay" she said rubbing my back, " I love you. It's going to be okay."