Forced To Leave You **Watty Awards 2013**

Chapter 22: Life or death

AuthorsNote: WARNING: This chapter has a sexual scene

Brianna POV



After a lengthy time of me kissing Harry, I pulled apart needing air. Who would have thought that today I would be kissing Harry? To me it seemed so unreal like a cliques that I read in love stories or in fan fictions, but this was no story or fan fiction this was real more real then Dolly Parton's boobs. Both of us where panting from the serious make-out session. We didn't talk, not a single verb, noun, adjective, or sentence came out of our mouths. We were both trying to stage what had happened middling seconds ago. Our bodies were still pressed together; our hearts fleeting in the same beat. His forehead again pressed against mine, and I could feel his breath ventilate on my face. During the silence I was thinking back to what he said few minutes ago. 'I was forced by management ok! They forced me to leave you Brianna!' 'They threatened to ruin your life....' How could management be so cruel to break a couple who was truly in love apart? Why didn't they want me with Harry? There were so many unanswered questions that needed to be acknowledged by Harry, but asking them will just ruin this perfect juncture, this moment, so I'll ask him later.



All these years I thought that Harry didn't actually love me, only for me to find out that it was the other way around. He loved me, he was trying to protect my future, my life, he wanted me to be happy, but he just didn't grasp the fact that he was my happiness. If I knew then what I know now about management I wouldn't have let him go ahead with the plan, because he was the purpose of my smile as I was to him. If I was still with Harry I wouldn't have had to go through that beat down I got from Caleb. I wouldn't even have been with Caleb. I had feelings for Caleb, he kept my mind off the breakup with Harry, but the feelings never seemed to match, they didn't seem to have the same spark to it as I did have with Harry. You could call me a cheater all you want but I don't consider myself one because I don't consider me and Caleb a couple. He's never home, and when he is he's a bum sleeping up till one a clock in the morning, he never does anything a boyfriend and girlfriend does, and to be honest I just feel like he uses me for sex. To be honest I now can see why my parents and Jenessa rancor him so much.



"I shouldn't have let you walk out those doors two years ago." He muttered. His eyes were still closed. "I want yo-" his sentence was cut off when his phone begun to buzz in his back pocket. He grunted in annoyance but didn't bare to move.



"Are you going to pick it up?" I directed.



"I don't know if I should or not, I feel comfortable where I am now." He whispered. A small smile crept across my mouth at his words.



"It could be an emergency."



"You got a point." He leaned back reaching into his back pocket plucking out his cell phone. "Louis." He slid his phone answering it; while pressing it against his ear, his flourishing green eye's never leaving my bay ones. "Hello?"



"Where are you?" I could hear Louis raucous voice say through the phone. "You have been gone for twenty minutes now, Kayla has been making up such outlandish excuses for you that even the dumbest person would know is a lie."



"I'm in the back of the restaurant." Harry said rubbing the nape of his neck.



"What on earth are you doing over there lad?" Harry hesitated and waved his hand in gesture for me to help him.



'Tell him you're asking the chef the secret ingredient for the lasagna' I mouthed. Harry nodded; while giving me thumbs up.



"I'm asking the chef for the secret ingredient for the lasagna." I could hear Louis laugh.



"Why would you ask him that Harry why would he give it to you on top of that?"



"I bribed him; see he has a daughter who is a fan of us, so I gave him an autograph to give to his daughter while he gave me the ingredients." Louis laughed seized.



"That's very smart; let me make a copy when you get it. And hurry back all of us wants to head to a pub nearby as a last hurrah here in Chicago." I tore my gaze away from Harry. I forgot about that, I forgot that they leave tomorrow back to London. Harry turned my face so I was still looking at him.



"Ok bye." He hung up.



"I forgot your leaving." The agony in my soul was back.



"I won't leave; I'll find an excuse to stay a tad bit longer." He swept a strand of my hair to the side.



"No Harry this is your vacation time, time to spend with your family." He let out a sigh before saying.



"Then come with us. You and Jenessa."



"I can't just do that Harry. I can't just pick up and leave. I have a job, and family."



"I'm not leaving you again Brianna." His voice was stern.



"I don't know then Harry." I sighed. "You should head back to them."



"What about you are you coming?"



"I'll be at the table in a bit." He gave a concerned look. "I promise."



He gave a simple nod telling me that he would think of something, before pecking my temple and promenading out of the room.







I walked through the table, being stopped occasionally by people who were giving me complements on my singing.



"What a voice you have dear?" A lady around the age of fifty complimented.



"Thanks." I beamed.



"You are the reason me and my husband come here." I felt touched on what she said. She handed me a 50 dollar bill.



"Oh I don't take tips." I said handing it back to her only for her to push it away.



"See we are moving away from Chicago, tonight was a last hurrah and we wanted to give this to you as a thank you note for making our special nights special." I gave the lady a hug and thanked her.



"Thank you so much."



"We hope to see you on an album, or maybe in concerts." Her husband said. I gave him a hug also. I chit-chatted with them for a bit, before saying my farewells and reaching the tables where the gang was at.



"There she is!" Jenessa sang.



"Sorry guys I would have came here sooner but I was stopped by some lovely couple."



"It's fine we just finished paying the bill." Zayn said putting his wallet in his pocket.



"So are you coming to pub with us?" Perrie asked putting on her black jacket.



"Sure." I shrugged.







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We were at the pub; the smell of strong liquor was penetrating my nose. I still didn't know why in the world the boys would choose here to celebrate.



"I would stand out here and keep an eye out." I heard Paul yell. The boy's didn't pay too much mind to what he said because they were too busy putting together a game of pool.



All the girls expect Kayla who went back to the hotel to catch up on sleep were at the booth talking.



"So Brianna have you thought of signing up for X-Factor." Perrie said wiggling her eyebrows, while nudging me a little.



"Not really." I admitted. I never put mind to going on the X-Factor because I knew I would chicken out before I went on stage.



"She's afraid of being rejected." Jenessa said earning herself a glare from me. "What?"



"Is that true?" Perrie inquired. I just nodded. "I have to say I was exactly like you. I was afraid of being rejected. But my mom convinced me to go by telling me that she would give me an IPhone." We all laughed.



"Yeah but you got more than just a petty IPhone, you got famous, and is now marrying Zayn Malik." Jenessa pointed out. Perrie flipped her hair dramatically.



"I know." She said in a trying to sound as sophisticated as possible. "But the point is that you would never know unless you try."



"I know." I said playing with the straw of my drink.







It was getting late, and I felt my eye's getting heavy. "Guy's I'm going to head home." I announced at the group who all sat in the booth.



"Is everything alright?" Harry asked. He eyed me curiously.



"Yeah just tired." I replied.



"Who's going to take you home?"I heard someone ask, but couldn't make out who.



"I'll call a cab." I was about to yank out my phone from my purse when I heard Zayn reply.



"You can take my rental."



"You serious now? Look at her she's about to knock out." Harry said grimly.



"Then who's going to take her lad, I'm kind of buzzed, and I'm pretty sure you are too." Zayn reassured.



"I'm not buzzed. All I had was one beer since I got here."



"Fine. Brianna are you ok with Harry dropping you off? Be honest now." My head was hurting from the smell, and the noise, but I still managed to say a 'yes'. Jenessa was amazed at my answer, I could tell by the way her eyes bulged out looking at me.



"You ready?" I dipped out of the booth saying my farewells; before trailing after Harry who jiggled the keys on his index finger.



"Where are you going?" Paul said blocking us from going anywhere further.



"Going to drop this lovely lady at home." Paul looked at me and back at Harry.



"Is there something going on that I should know about?" he questioned.



"No just dropping her off." Paul looked at me and I gave an indication that indicated not to ask. He let us through and me and Harry walked towards the black SUV.



He opened the door for me to enter; while he jogged around the car and entered him. "You would offer to take me home." I let out a small cackle.



"You know me." He said starting up the car.



"I know you too well." I admitted strapping on my seatbelt. He put the key in the ignition before speeding off.



"So, I don't know if Perrie already told you but we all extended out stay here in Chicago for a week longer." Harry said grinning while still keeping his eyes on the road.



"Wait what?" I blurted out in shock.



"Yup, another week here in Chicago." I covered my mouth with my hand.



"How? How did you manage to do it?"



"Well when I got to the table, I told them I wanted to stay longer." He said turning onto the highway.



"And that's it? You just said you wanted to stay and they said ok?"



"Well, kind of. It wasn't just me who wanted to stay, Niall and Zayn wanted to stay as well. Zayn and Perrie wanted to check some famous wedding planner here, and Niall. Well Niall I really don't know why, I have a funny feeling that he fancy's your cousin and she has something to do with the reason he wants to stay."



"But what about your plane ride?" I asked.



"Liam is going to take care of that tonight. That's if he doesn't drink too much." He said putting his signal on as he moved to the right of the lane.



"This is fantastic Harry." I said dismayed.



"And all for you." He said looking at me for a split second then back at the rode.



"You really do not want to leave me do you?" He set a hand on my knee.



"Nope."



"Harry?" I asked.



"Yeah?"



"I have some questions that I hopped you could answer."



"Hit me." He said lowering the volume of the radio.



"Why didn't management not want us together?" I heard a sigh escape his lips.



"Holly said that you were a distraction."



"Holly?" Holly Parker their manager?



"She's the one who told me I had to break up with you." Holly parker! Worker for management! She was the one who told us we couldn't be together!



"That Bit-"



BEEP! Harry blew the horn at the guy who didn't put his signal on as he skidded in front of him.



"You idiot!" He beeped the horn again.



"Harry stop people here are violent."



"Fuck them." He swore. He rode up a ramp and stopped at a red light. "Sorry, I got a bad temper."



"I could see." I laughed. "Since when did that happen?"



"Since I was forced to push you out of my life."



"I can't believe Holly would do such thing." I spoke.



"Forcing me to leave you wasn't all that she did. She literally had the nerve to throw woman and girls on me e-"



"Earning you the title of a player." I said finishing his sentence.



"Exactly." He said pressing gas as the light turned green.



"Why would she do it is the question I want to know." I said



"Because management wanted her to I guess."



"Did all management tell you that?"



"No just Holly." He said getting stopped at another red light.



"Then how do you know that all of management wanted you to break up with me?" Harry got stiff.



"Your right." He said looking at me.



"She probably was the only one who wanted you to break up with me."



"But why?" Harry questioned.



"Green light." I pointed out.



"Crap." He pressed gas a sped off. "Address?"



"2560 w Bullard. And I have no idea, did you do something that would make her do such thing?"



"Not that I remember." He said.



"Turn left on this street." I said pointing my index finger in the direction that he needed to take.



"I just don't see why she will do this to me?"



"Me either." I replied. "But I guess it backfired because we are back in each other's lives."



"Yes we are." He grinned; dimples indenting his cheeks.



He parked against the curb when he reached my destination.



"Here we are." He sang.



"Thanks again Harry." I say putting a hand on his shoulder.



"Anytime." He leaned in and pecked my cheek. "You got my number if anything call me I'll be here in a heartbeat."



"I will." I exited the car, wrapping my jacket closer to my body as the cold air hit my bare skin. I sealed the car door shut and bolted up the stair, but not forgetting to give one last wave to Harry.



"I'm home." I say putting up my jacket on the rack. "Hello? Caleb?" I walked into the kitchen but found no one. I walked into his room and found it messy as usual but empty. He was out again why am I not surprised.



I walked to the living room flopping myself on the comfy couch letting out a sigh as my body made contact with the comfort of the couch. Being lonely isn't fun, its sucks to speck the honest truth. I should have gotten a dog when I had the chance because I've heard that they make perfect companion, and make perfect company, and right now I need company.



I could feel my eye's getting heavy as I stared at the ceiling, watching the revolving ran circle in fast motion. Harry, Harry, Harry. My mind kept mocking. Is it wrong to say that I want him? That I want him in my arms? That I want him cuddling me, kissing me and etc?



My body jumped when I heard the bell ring. God damn it did Caleb forget his keys again?! I walked towards the door buzzing him in. When I opened the door, too much surprise it was Harry.



"Harry?" His eye's looked up from the floor and met mine. "What are you doing here?"



"To give you this." He pulled out my cell phone from his pocket. "You left it in the car."



"Thank you!" I said grabbing it. "But Harry do you know how risky it was to come here? What if Caleb opened the door and not me?"



He gave a simple shrug like he didn't care.



"You know me I'm a risk taker." A smirk was presented on his lips. Lips that I had the craving to smash onto mine. "Besides when I want something that belongs to me I take risk." He winked and I could feel the heat arising to my cheeks.



"Same cheesy Harry I know." I joked.



"Goodnight Brianna." He turned around but without thinking it through I grabbed him.



"Come in." I said rather quickly. "Caleb's...out and I could use some company."



"You sure?" He creased his eyebrows.



"Positive." I gave a reassuring smile, while pulling him in. "Want to watch a movie?" I close the door and walk towards Harry who already took a seat on the couch.



"Sure." I walked to the movie drawer pulling out a few movies that we could choose from.







****Warning Sexual Content****



We stayed together watching Brides Maids. My head lightly planted on his shoulder, while his arm wrapped around me in a protective manner. You don't know how long I have waiting to be with him again. When he told me he was in love with me it made my heart melt. I know I was absolutely in love with him, and hearing that he was to and knowing that he always had made it so much better. Everything about him was everything I ever needed nothing less.



"You ok love?" he asked rubbing circles on my thighs, making the skin that he was touching heat up.



"Never been better."



As we were watching the movie I could feel his hand run up and down my thigh, turning me on. I looked up at him and saw a smirk plastered on his lips. I just stood staring at him; at this point I could care less about the movie. I guess he saw me staring from the corner of my eye because he immediately turned to look at me. I turned away as fast as I could blushing like a total idiot



"I see you staring at me love." He said in that cute voice of his.



"Me staring?" I laughed. "I think not." You could tell it was a total lie as my voice raised in a squeaky manner. "You were I saw you!" He said poking the dimple of mine.



All I could think about was how hot and seducing in voice was. His hand begun to move higher and higher up my thigh, making me feel even more turned on.



I turned my face looking at him, our eye's boring into each other. Looking into his eyes was like falling in love with him all over again, and looking into eye's I realized....that he was all I needed. He leisurely tilted forward lightly pressing his soft lips to mine; at first it was a slow passionate kiss but after a while it turned to something more, something way more.



By this time we were making out, with his tongue gliding in my mouth I swear it was giving me a feeling down there that I never had before. I bit his lip causing a small moan of pleasure to escape his lips, and before I knew it I was straddling his lap grabbing a fistful of his curls desperately trying to deepen the kiss. I could tell he was turned on because when I sat on him I could feel something threw his pants, something hard. He snaffled my curves and kissed me up and down my neck causing little moan's to escape my mouth as well. He began to leave trail of wet kisses up my neck till he reached my ear.



"You're so sexy when you moan. "He growled in my ear. I couldn't help but let out a giggle before proceeding to kiss Harry on his lips. As soon as I knew it his hands little by little made its way up to my bra unclipping it.







Harry POV



Boy was I more turned on then ever. Brianna was so amazingly hot I just couldn't contain myself any longer. My hands little by little made its way up to her bra unclipping it. I broke the heated kiss and gazed at her. She bit her lip, and immediately cupped her boobs before they could fall out of her bra.



"Are you sure about this." Her voice was shaky and I could hear the doubtfulness in her voice and see her eye's tearing up.



I had to tell her. I wanted her to know that she was all I wanted. All I ever needed. I had to tell her, I had to let out my passionate feelings because she is all I need in my life to make it complete.



"Bri, I'm in love with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You're the one I want to see walking down the aisle, you're the one I want to have kids with, and you're the one I would die for. I'm glad you're back in my life, and I'm more than sure that I want to do this." Saying this made me sentimental, and I couldn't help but let the tears freely fall down my cheek.



She dropped her boobs from her hands pulling me into a hug. She dug her face in the crook of my neck crying I believe happy tears. I believe we cried in each other's embrace for a good 3 minutes straight eventually pulling apart to say "I love you" at the same exact time.



She climbed off my lap, grabbing my hand so she could push me off the couch to get up with her. We walked to her room with a king sized bed that laid right in the middle of the room. We both stood across from each other little by little taking off a piece of clothing reminding me of the movie 'The Notebook'.



When we were fully naked we walked towards each other in a slow manner. When we reached each other we begun to slowly kiss, I slowly backed her against the end of the bed frame causing the moment to become more heated than ever. We were kissing each other with so much passion.



God damn this girl can kiss.



To loosen her up I slowly pumped a finger in her privet part causing her to moan out in pleasure. She looked over the room, her chest rising up and down swiftly. She reached her hand over opening the drawer besides her bed pulling out a condom.



"If the guy doesn't have one the girl must always be prepared." She gave a playful smirk before throwing it at me. I climbed off her and begun to walk towards the bathroom so I could place it on in the light.



She coughed loudly. "Eehemmm." The lamp besides her switched on. "I already saw it why are you walking away?"



I pointed my index finger at her wiggling it. "You dirty, dirty girl." I chuckled.



"Oh and by the way nice ass cheeks." She raised her eyebrows up and down swiftly.



I clutched my butt in my hands bending over.



"Like the view?" I joke smacking my own butt. She hooted so damn loud that she begun to snort causing myself to crack up. When we finished with our laughing fit I climbed back on the bed hovering over her. Right when I was positioning myself she unlocked the kiss quickly and stared at the door like she heard something.



"What's wrong?' I asked furrowing my eyebrows.



"Harry grab your clothes and get under the bed now!" She said pushing me off her.



"What wh-"I shut my mouth when I heard the front door slam shut.



"Ca-Ca JUST GET UNDER THE BED!" She whispered in a yelling manner.



I grabbed a hold of my clothes, and skidded under the bed, carefully putting my clothes on while waiting for what was to happen.







Brianna POV



I couldn't believe what was going to happen between me and Harry a few seconds ago. It was amazing and I would do it all over again if I could. It sucks that Caleb had to ruin such a passionate moment.



"Honey I'm home." I could hear Caleb bellow out from the living room. You could tell he was drunk by the way he slurred his words.



My heart quickened when I realized that I was still naked. I swiftly threw on a baggy shirt that I kept in my night stand besides my bed, and threw the covers over myself as I heard his footsteps getting closer.



"Oh what do we have here?" He said as he opened the door. He stumbled towards the bed, before flinging himself on top of me. He roughly smashed his lips on mine biting my lip extremely hard so he could stick his tongue in my mouth.



"Get off me!" I screamed trying to push him away. "I don't want to do this!"



"Your mine and I could do whatever I want to you!" He snapped. I cringed when I smelled the horrible stench of booze and I believe vomit coming from his mouth.



"Get off me Caleb!" I shouted struggling in his grip.



Out of nowhere Caleb was thrown off the bed landing hard on the wooden floor. I opened my eyes to see Harry standing on the other side of the bed glaring down at Caleb.



"Who the hell is this?" Caleb yelled standing to his feet. He looked at me and then at Harry. "You little slut!"



"Don't you talk to her that way" Harry threatened.



"You cheated didn't you!" When I didn't answer he grabbed both my wrist. "DIDN'T YOU!" He shook me viciously.



"I said don't touch her." Harry growled, he was about to charge after Caleb but stopped when I spoke out.



"Don't." I faintly said. "Don't do it."



Caleb pulled me off the bed so I was standing to my feet. His hand still gripping tightly to my wrist.



"You think you could cheat on me and get away from it huh," he practically yelled in my ear. Harry glowered at Caleb, his fist curled up rigidly. "And do you think you could fuck my girlfriend and get away from it buddy?"



"She's mine." Harry snapped.



"Yours?" Caleb chuckled to himself.



"Yes so get your filthy hands off."



"Here take this pieces of shit." He shoved me across to Harry who pushed me in back of him in a protecting manner. "I don't see what you see him to be honest hunny he's nothing but a scumbag."



"It's sad that you're so intoxicated that you can't even realize that you're talking about yourself."Harry shot at Caleb.



"Really now?" Caleb said getting in Harry's face.



"Defiantly."



With that said they both begun to viciously fight. Harry tackled Caleb into my dresser knocking it to the side breaking my brand new lamp. They both fell on the floor throwing punch after punch making me cringe.



"STOP!" I screamed.



Caleb as toxicant as he was still managed to throw nasty punches at Harry.



"OH MY GOD!" I covered my mouth in shock when I saw Harry cough out blood.



"Go!" Harry managed to yell out. "Run Brianna!"



I looked at Harry who was trying his hardest to block all the shots he was receiving.



"NO!" I reply.



I had to think of something or else Caleb was going to beat Harry to death.



Think Brianna! Think! I yelled at myself.



Caleb clutched Harry's neck and forcefully pushed down.



"Stop Caleb you're going to kill him!" I cry out in agony.



Harry POV



Out of know where his hands released from my throat and he was tackled besides me by ...Brianna.



"What are you doing!" I cried out to Brianna.



"You little!" She threw a punch at him knocking the words out of his mouth. "You think you're tough?" he arose to his feet pulling Brianna up with him.



"Let her go!" I tried to get up but kept falling back to the floor in extreme pain.



"DO YOU!" He screamed in her face. Tears were spilling out of her eyes.



"Fuck you!" She bellowed in his face. He growled in anger and shoved her into a mirror.



"BRIANNA!" I screamed out as I saw her collapse into the broken shards of glass.



I crawled towards Brianna who crying out in pain while she slowly tried to remove the shards of glass that was punctured in her skin.



"What have you done?" I shriek at Caleb as I saw a large amount of blood coming from Brianna.



"Oh my god." He covered his mouth in shock.



Brianna was pale, and her eyes were getting droopy.



Someone must have called the police and ambulance because the front door was broken down and a bunch of police ran in screaming at us to put our hands in the air.



"Get the ambulance in here now!" One police yelled into his walky talkie.



"Arrest him!" I say pointing at Caleb who was rocking back and forth in the corner. "He's responsible for all this!" Tears were spilling out of my eyes as I looked down at Brianna who was desperately trying to keep her eyes open.



Paramedics piled in and came to Brianna's side.



"Can you hear us sweetheart?" A lady asked, shinning a flash light in her eyes.



"We need to take her in she's losing too much blood we are running out of time!" A man shouted.



It was all happening way to fast. To my right Caleb was being dragged out of the apartment in cuffs, and right in front of me the love of my life was between life and death. When they loaded her bloody body on the gurney I grabbed her hand bawling onto the surface of it whispering. "Please don't leave me. I can't lose you again."

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