Forced To Leave You **Watty Awards 2013**

Chapter 19: Please forgive me

 Chapter 19: Please forgive me

HarryPOV

We were talking. Me and Brianna were actually conversing. It felt nice to talk to her again; it felt like old times when we used to talk about anything, and everything. I couldn’t help but admire her, everything about Brianna was perfect. Her personality was my favorite, that’s what made me fall for her before. She was funny, sweet, sassy, smart, and feisty. Brianna had the looks of a model, and the brains of Einstein, which I found incredibly attractive in her.

“Harry?” She asked. I snapped out of daze. “You ok?”

“Terrific.” She smiled, and continued to talk. To be honest I didn’t mind if she talked. She could talk for hours and I wouldn’t care. I just loved hearing her voice. She cut her sentence off all the sudden frowning when her phone vibrated on her lap. “Everything ok?”

“Peachy.” She said not making eye contact. Something was up, I could tell in her voice. It was probably her boyfriend.

“Caleb?” She looked up from her phone and nodded. “Did he do something?”

“No, everything’s fine.” She gave me a weak smile before returning her gaze to her smart phone. “He just wants to know what time I’ll be home.”

“Oh tell him around 10 maybe cause the concert doesn’t end till 9.” She said a simple ok, and begun typing. When she finished she put it aside, and returned her eyes to me. Those eye’s though, she can make anyone do something with those eye’s.

“So enough of about me .” She cleared her throat trying to act professional earning me a chuckle. “How is Mr. Styles family?”

“They been good.” I felt like adding that they missed her but I didn’t want to make things awkward.

“How’s Gemma with Kayla. I know how picky she is with the girls you bring home.” I chuckled.

“She was fine with her I guess. But Gemma loved you more to be honest.” She blushed.

It was true. When I broke up with Brianna Gemma was pissed. More like furious. She gave me lecture after lecture on how I threw away a perfect girl, and boy was she right.

***Flashback***

“YOU IDIOT!” Gemma yelled throwing a pillow at me. I dodged it, and she tried to throw another one. “You sun of a UGH!” She grunted.

“Calm down!” I yelled.

“What’s all this yelling!” My mom Anne yelled from the kitchen.

“Mom you gave birth to the biggest idiot in the world!” Gemma snapped.

“Gemma that isn’t nice!” Mom yelled.

“It’s true he broke up with Brianna.” I heard a pot fall, and watched my mother enter the living room with a flabbergasted face.

“You what?” She asked.

“He broke up with her mom.” Gemma snapped.

“Harry is this true?” My mother had a pain expression.

“Yeah.” I said under my breath.

“Harry.” She breathed. “Why?”

“Yeah why Harry?” Gemma said pinching the bridge of my nose.

“Cause.” I said lowly.

“You know you just threw away a perfect girl Harry I hope you know that.”  Gemma interrupted.

“Gemma keep your mouth shut and let your brother speak.” Mom snapped. She was pissed.

 I couldn’t tell them about how I was forced too so I guess I had no choice yet to tell them what I told Louis.

**End of Flashback**

Mom didn’t bother to talk to me the rest of the night that day. According to Gemma “I was a disgrace”. She didn’t even want to look at me, but after a few weeks she finally accepted it and begun talking to me.

“You know my family adored you right?” Brianna blushed.

“Really?” she asked astonished. I nodded.

“Oh you were in every conversation.” I laughed. “Brianna this, Brianna that.” I mocked.

“That’s cute.” She said giggling, but then it faded. “How were they when you know?” I knew what she referring to. She was referring to our breakup.

“They were devastated.” I confessed.

“Oh.” She said plainly.

“Brianna?” I said in a whisper. She looked up to meet my eye’s. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?” She asked in a confused tone.

“For letting you walk out those door…For hurting you.” I confessed.

Brianna POV

“For letting you walk out those doors… For hurting you.” He confessed. My heart skipped a beat. What was I suppose to say? “ I know what I did was cruel and wrong. I just want to make things right between us. I want to at least me friends with you if that’s not too much to ask for.”

I was silent. I was speechless to be exact. When I tried to say something, it just wouldn’t come out. I just stared into his eye’s that held so much pain, and sadness. I knew he wanted me to forget about what happened, but I don’t think I really could. He threw me out of the arena, with no cab to take me to the hotel, he broke my heart, and he used me. I don’t think I can ever get over that. I gulped trying to keep the tears from spilling down my cheek. I looked away from him hopping that he didn’t see my struggle to keep in my tears.

“I-I should go.” I said arising to my feet. He followed, and eyed me with concern.

“You ok?” he asked.

“Never been better.” I lied. “Just need fresh air.” I was walking to the door, when I felt a hand grasp my wrist.

“Please don’t leave.” He whispered. “I know your lying Brianna, I know you’re not ok, I know your trying to keep in tears.” I closed my eyes with my back to him. “Look at me.” He pleaded.

I refused to look at him. I just couldn’t I knew that if I looked into his eye’s I would fall. Fall hard. I shook my head; I could feel a tear stroll down my cheek.

“Please.” He begged. I still shook my head. I felt him cup my cheek and rotate my face towards him. His thumb brushing my tear aside.

“I’m really sorry Brianna.” He said once again. I still had my eye’s closed. “Please forgive me.”

“Harry.” I said under my breath.

“Brianna please forgive me, I want to make things right, I hate this guilt that I’m feeling inside.” I sighed and opened my eyes. My legs immediately turned to jelly when I realized how close our faces were. This was wrong so wrong. I grabbed his hand and removed it off my cheek, and took a step back.

“I got to go.” I said faintly.

“Where to?

“I don’t know.” I said opening the door.

“Wait!” he said making me stop dead in my tracks. “You are going to stay for the show right?”

“I don’t know.” I said again. I needed to clear my head. I walked out and closed the door behind me.

“Brianna!” Kayla called out for me, but I didn’t answer. “Where are you going?”

I kept walking till Kayla’s calls weren’t to be heard.  It's amazing how it started out good with Harry, we were laughing and having a good time then BOOM! Now I'm over here crying because of him, because I don't know whether to forgive him or not. I needed fresh air, I needed space, and better yet I needed time to think.

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