Don't Let Me Go (SEQUEL TO CMM)

Chapter 9

Louis' POV



"Niall had a seizure".


"But, he's okay? Right?"


"His blood sugar was low. That is what caused it. We're fixing that now so hopefully he won't have another seizure. As for waking up, it could take longer now. And we're still not certain he will wake up".


"Dada not wake?" Tom pulled his head from my chest and looked at the nurse. The nurse looked as if she didn't know what to do in this situation.


"He's going to wake up Tommy. He will". I whispered, hoping it was convincing enough for him.


"I want dada".


"I know. I want him too".


"You can go back in the room now". We walked back in to the gloomy room, taking out usual seats.


"Dada? Dada you wake now? You sleep long long time dada. You wake?"


"Tommy". I pulled him from the bed and sat him on my lap. "He'll wake up when he's ready, okay?"


"I miss dada".


"I know. I miss him too bud".


"Do you think he can hear us?" I looked to Zayn.


"I hope so. I've tried talking to him a lot. I do hope he's heard every word. How have the boys been?"


"No trouble at all. Darcy and her jealousy has made things difficult but they're well behaved. Tommy why don't you come with me to get some food and leave papa with dada for a bit?"


"Okay!" Tom scrambled off my lap and ran after Zayn through the door.


"Well, I know I said to you that I promised not to tell anyone, but I want to tell you about why I haven't been home lately. I noticed one of my students had bruises and cuts all over his body. Quite big ones. He told me that people just bullied him which some explained but others were definitely the cause of an adult. He eventually began to open up to me and tell me how his parents abused him. I helped him with his football skills and tried to get him away from his house as much as I could. He'd ring and text me when he was scared or his parents were fighting and I'd instantly go and help him. I don't know why I always chose him over you. I just wanted to help. I'm so sorry I made you work so hard. I'm so sorry that I chose Tyler over you. I wish I was smarter than that. I just need you to wake up baby. Please. I need you. We need you". I got up on the bed, careful of all the cords and held him in my arms, beginning to hum.


"A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, boy, its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go (oh whoa)
It gets hard but it won't take away my love (oh whoa)
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love, whoa, oh, oh

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, boy, it's only you and me"


"Please wake up Niall. Please". I softly cried on his shoulder. "You know, I never thought that after One Direction, I'd be here with you. I never thought I'd be living this perfect life with you, and three boys. I know I've stuffed up. I know I was a moron. I never noticed how you were losing weight or your exhaustion. I know I haven't been the ideal caring husband. But I'm going to change that. We'll leave the boys with Harry and Zayn or Liam once a week so we can have a night to ourself every week. I miss us". I sniffled a little. "I just want you back. I've missed you". I began to hum again.


"When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up"


"I love you Niall. Never forget that. I will never give up on us". I sobbed against him and felt fingers softly brush through my hair.


"Lou?"




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As if I'd kill Niall!
And I know you love my cliffhangers
This chapter is kinda boring I think. Idk.

But tomorrow I have a lecture
Tuesday I have to study then have the concert
Wednesday I have an exam then the concert
Thursday studying then my uncles birthday
Friday two exams
Weekend studying
Monday exam
Tuesday study
Wednesday exam
Study study study
Tuesday exam


As you can see, I'm really busy the next three weeks.


It may be a while :/
Sorry!!


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