Don't Let Me Go (SEQUEL TO CMM)

Chapter 17

Niall's POV




it was like a living flashback playing right in front of me. I was completely frozen as I watched Harry yell at Louis about how much he hurt me and how he has no right to be coming back here and he shouldn't even be able to look at me. But it has now turned physical. I couldn't move as I watched my best friend throw his fist at my husband constantly. I couldn't even comfort my screaming children. I was completely frozen. My boys were frightened, I couldn't move, my best friend was just about killing the love of my life. I could do nothing. Liam pulled Harry off of Louis and Zayn knelt down next to him to see that he was okay. Liam took Harry outside and Zayn helped Louis off the ground. I snapped out of my frozen trance and took Louis from Zayn, pulling him to the bathroom and sitting him on the toilet lid.


"I'm so sorry". I grabbed a hand towel, running it under warm water, ringing it out and kneeling in front of him as I examined his face. He had a bruise forming on his left cheek, his right eye was swollen, his lower lip busted open and a cut on his right eyebrow. I left the bathroom, grabbing some frozen peas from the freezer and wrapping it in a tea towel, walking back to the bathroom, holding it to his swollen eye, helping it die down a little. Louis held the peas as I lightly dabbed the open cuts with the damp towel.


"I deserved it". He shrugged and I frowned at him.


"No you didn't. You didn't leave to hurt me".


"But I did hurt you". I sighed and sat on the cold tiled floor against the wall.


"Louis, being hurt by someone whom you love is the worst thing that can happen to a person. If you love someone and your beloved hurts you, then you will be left broken, dejected and depressed. It really hurts you to the core, when your beloved hurts you in some way or another. The worst way in which your beloved can possibly hurt is when your beloved calls it quits and ends the relationship. A broken relationship is very hard to erase from one's mind and very difficult to deal with. One finds it hard to come over the memories of a broken relationship which was one going great guns. Being hurt by someone you love is something that you cannot easily deal with. It is difficult to get over the wounds of the heart. The only option you have is to nurse your wounds and let them heal with time. Time is perhaps the best healer. But Lou, I love you. I found your message in your note and I just felt guilty for all the hatred I had towards you". I kneeled in front of him and held his face in my hands. "When I look at you I see the true meaning and beauty of love. With you I find peace, with you I find joy in my darkest hours, with you I smile always and that is because baby, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you with everything that I am. So I forgive you. Without you I can barely smile. I wasn't happy. I missed you. You're my world Lou. I am nothing without you. You're the other piece of me and when you're gone, I feel lost".


"I've been gone for three years Niall. How do you know that's what you still feel?" I groaned.


"Louis, did you just not hear me? Do I have to say that again?"


"Niall, I can't let you just forgive me like that with all the hurt that I've caused you. That's not fair".


"But I want to! Louis I don't know what I'd do without you, I don't know where I'd be, you're not just another boy, you're everything to me. Love is not about how much you say 'I love you', but how much you can prove that it's true love and you've proven that to me. You left us - hurting yourself and family in the process - to protect everyone. You left out of love as much and it pained you, you left out of love. You have proven to me on how much you love me Louis. That is why I want to forgive you. That is why I do forgive you".


"That's not fair Niall. I hurt you".


"If you don't come home now, then you're hurting me". My eyes blurred from tears.


"Niall I can-"


"Don't do that Lou. Don't leave me again. Please".


"Niall I can't. The boys don't even know who I am! I can't just go back with you and begin living with you like nothing has changed because they don't even know me! I'm a stranger to them! I don't even know why you want me to come back so badly because I hurt you so much. I constantly broke my promises and I left you. For three years Niall. That's not something you can just forget". He removed my hands from his face.


"Louis please. We can make this work please don't do this. Don't leave me again". I let the tears fall and Louis stood up, pulling me up with him.


"Niall-" I let out a sob and he sighed. "Niall please don't cry". He wiped away the tears that fell and I melted into his touch, closing my eyes, just enjoying the moment that could never happen again.


"I miss you".


"I miss you too. There hasn't been a day that has gone by where I didn't think about you. Everything I did, you were there. I cried for weeks in a hotel room, I could barely eat or drink. I couldn't even sleep. I barely moved. Niall without you I'm nothing. I've been so lonely the last three years. But believe it or not, I have been completely faithful to you. I haven't had any physical contact with one person. Not one. No flirting, no kissing, no sleeping because I love you Niall. You're my world. You're my everything. I completely broke when I left you. I almost had a car crash ten times while I drove away from you because I felt so hurt and broken. I felt even worse because I promised you that you wouldn't lose me and I left. I felt like I would've completely broken you. I love you Niall".


"But you won't come home?"


"Niall-"


"Louis, why won't you come home? No matter what the boys will love you. I still love you. Louis please".


"Ni? We're going out for dinner, did you want to come or stay here? We can take the boys". I sighed from the sound of Zayn's voice.


"Could you go and take the boys?"


"No problem Ni, you've got the house to yourself". Louis smirked. "BE SAFE!" I rolled my eyes and Louis chuckled. I heard the front door close and the cabin grew silent.


"You hungry?" He nodded and I walked out the bathroom towards the kitchen. I looked in the fridge. "We don't have much. We haven't gone shopping yet but-" I was cut off when I was pulled from the fridge, then slammed against the now closed fridge door.


"I am hungry but I don't want anything from the fridge".


"O-oh well did you want me to check the pantr-". He shook his head and I frowned.


"No food". He kissed my jaw. "I want you". He whispered huskily in my ear and nibbled at my earlobe. I moaned and pulled his head back by his hair, smashing our lips together. I shoved my tongue through his lips, not even waiting for the permission and danced along with his tongue as he pulled my t shirt. I pulled away, putting my arms up and he pulled it off quickly, he pulled his off and threw it somewhere, reconnecting our lips and pulling me impossibly close to him. He moved his hands to the backs of my thighs and I jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist and he walked over to the bench, sitting me down on it and standing between my legs. He moved his hands up and down my thighs as he moved to kiss down my jaw and nibbling at my weak spot, a moan erupting from my throat. He lightly pushed me back and I lay back on the cold bench, Louis hovering over me and pressing his lower half to mine. I felt putty in his hands and practically melted in his touch, letting him take full advantage of me because I missed his warmth. He pulled mine and his pants off, leaving us in our boxers and pushing his crotch to mine again, creating more friction. I was now fully hard and I could feel his excitement against me.


"Lou". I breathed out as he ran his fingers over my left nipple, pinching it. "Please".


"What Ni? What do you want?" I bucked my hips.


"You. Please". I pulled his boxers down over his bum and slid them down to his ankles. He kicked them off and slid mine down. "Just you. Just now. Lou now". I grabbed him and pushed my hole so he was lining up with me. "I need you". He moaned and pushed in. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he thrusted and I met his thrusts. We both panted, skin slapping and moans filling the kitchen. "I love you Lou. I love you".


"I love you" *thrust* "too baby". I scratched at his back and threw my head back in pleasure, moaning loudly as he hit my prostate. We both came at the same time and he pulled out of me, laying on top of me.


"I've missed you". I breathed out.


"I missed you too. So much".


"Does this mean-"


"Yeah". He nodded and looked into my eyes. "I'm coming home baby".




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I actually love this chapter
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