Unsure

Chapter 18

A/N: I've seen that some people do this so I thought I'd list the songs I listened to while writing:

Angels - The XX

Heartbreaker - Justin Bieber

Leaving the Lights On - Ethan Basden

To Build a Home - The Cinematic Orchestra

Your Kisses - Daughter

Nothing Like Us - Justin Bieber

California Sky - Greyson Chance

"What are you playing?" I ask nosily as he holds out a piece of paper full of scribbled lyrics.

"Heartbreaker" I read out the title on the paper.

"I wrote it. About you" he blushes, and my heart melts at his words.

"Will you sing it for me?" I ask pleadingly. I need to hear him sing, I just need to.

He nods before beginning to play his guitar, his perfect brown eyes looking amorously into mine.

A/N: I strongly recommend listening to Heartbreaker by Justin Bieber whilst reading the lyrics. Then you can actually picture how he is singing to her :)

"Girl you don't know how I feel 

since you been away, oh baby

Any chance that you could take my call

If I dialled you today, oh

Girl you say that you don't wanna talk but it's cool

I've been thinking bout you all day long 

Hoping you'll pick up your phone

Girl I know that I don't wanna lose your love

Oh baby, oh baby, oh baby

Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go

'Cause I really wanna be alone

Baby nobody else gotta know

Just meet me later on the low

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker

'Cause girl my heart's breaking

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker

'Cause girl my heart's breaking".

He stops playing and places his guitar on the floor next to his bed.

I'm speechless. His voice is so beautiful, so soft, hitting all the right notes flawlessly. Without a thought I leap onto him, cup his face into my hands and press my lips against his desperately. I need him. He kisses me back, softly and slowly. He lays back onto the bed and I lay on top of him, not letting our lips part. He lifts my head from his and looks deeply into my eyes.

"I really like you." He whispers. He looks so innocent, so alluring. I lean down to kiss him again and he surprises me by flipping me over and towering above me, looking seductively into my eyes. He leans down and kisses up my neck, nibbling behind my ear. 

He stops, and looks at me, sitting up next to me.

"What's wrong?" I ask, confused at his sudden change in mood, sitting up next to him.

"I want to sleep with you, I do. But not now, not yet." He says softly. "I want it to be special."

I kiss him on the cheek and climb into his bed. He joins me and wraps his arms around me, kissing me lightly on the head.

"I'm going to book a flight back to Australia for tomorrow." I inform him, "I need to tell my mom about everything." 

He turns me around to look at him, and looks at me with sad eyes.

"Will you come with me?" I ask pleadingly, and he smiles sympathetically. 

"Sure, I'd love to meet your mom." he seems excited yet nervous. I kiss him before closing my eyes as I feel him play with my hair before drifting into sleep.

...

I wake up to Justin sat shirtless on Zayn's bed, tapping at his laptop. I sit up sleepily and walk over to sit with him.

"I've booked us two flights to Australia that leave at 7am tomorrow. I groan at the early time and he tickles me, sending me into uncontrollable giggles.

I check the time to see that it's 5pm. I'm starving.

"You hungry?" Justin reads my thoughts, ruffling his hair with his long fingers.

I nod and we decide to grab some food before coming back to his dorm and going to bed early, considering we're up early in the morning.

...

"Bella" Justin nudges my arm. "We're here. We're just about to land."

I yawn somnolently and stretch my arms and legs out in the confined space in the airplane. I hold Justin's hand as we land and make our way to arrivals, collecting our bags on the way.

Talking to my mom is something I've been dreading the entire flight here. I have no idea how she will react or what she will say, but I hope she understands and comforts me the way she normally would. "You're so stupid" and "It's your fault" are the last things I need to hear right now. They may physically send me over the edge.

When we finally reach arrivals I spot my mom. Her golden brown hair is slightly curled and her make up perfectly applied as usual. I've missed her so much.

"Bella!" my mom shrieks as she engulfs me into a warm hug. "I've missed you so much!" she looks at me, then to Justin and back to me again.

"I didn't know you were bringing company?" she questions, raising her eyebrow playfully. I've always been close to my mom. I think that's mainly due to our closeness in age. She had me when she was 16, and so she's always been the young and carefree mom that most people would want. 

Justin holds his hand out. "Hi, Mrs Spark. I'm Justin, Bella's friend. It's really nice to meet you." he smiles and she returns his smile as she shakes his hand. For some reason him introducing himself as my 'friend' makes my heart ache a little. But that's what we are, aren't we?

Friends?

"Please, call me Evie." she grins cheerfully at him. I can tell she likes him which is definitely a good sign. If she didn't, he'd be better off getting the next flight home to England.

"Evie." Justin repeats, returning her smile.

For the majority of the drive back to my mom's house I stay quiet, and knowing I want to stay quiet Justin makes a lot of conversation with my mom, telling her about his family and that he's passionate about having a musical career and wants to make money to give his family a better life.

A/N: I decided to make Bella's mum (Evie) Jessica Alba! I will add a picture which will be on the right :) Thanks for reading!