Out of the Darkness (Luke Hemmings/ Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Chapter 3

I woke up the next day with a massive headache. I couldn't remember much of last night, but I did remember that one guy. I think Harry was his name.

I realized I was in my room, covers around me. How the hell did we get back to my appartment? I got up really slowly. A snail was probably faster than I was.

I looked at myself in the mirror, and my heart stopped for a second. I looked horrible. I heard  Julie working in the kitchen downstairs, so I decided to take a shower, before I joined her.

I washed the rest of my make-up off my face and hopped into the shower, washing my hair with my shampoo, which smelled like Christmas. For normal people, it smelled like cinnamon.

I got out and quickly dryed my hair with a towel. I slipped into some baggy clothes and went downstairs.

Julie was already making breakfast, or lunch. "Moring sleepy head! It's nearly 2 p.m.! I thought you and the boys would be awake earlier" She said smiling brightly.

"Why the hell are you so happy today?" I asked her.

"Cause I didn't decide to do shots with 5 guys, who could drink a bit less." She laughed. "Here have a pancake and you're going to need an Advil. I'll be right back hun. Feel free to start eating. I'll be right back:" She got up from her seat and went to get me those painkillers.

Who were those boys she told me about? Did we met someone yesterday and did we bring them to my place?! She said she wondered, why they weren't up by now. Oh god what happened yesterday?!

Wait. I remember something.

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Recap:

"So guys, these two wonderful ladies are Moni and Julie. They are pretty nice and Julie is a bit drunk." He pointed over to the brown haired girl, who was giggling next to him, trying to calm herself down. "Nice to meet you!" She let out between giggles.

"But you have no idea, what our names are!" The blond lad, Niall smiled.

"Obviously I do. You are Niall James Horan, born in Mullingar on the 13rd of September." Now it was my turn to start laughing at her. "Sorry. We're sort of fans." She managed to say, before she turned brighter than a red stop light.

"So you know litterly everything about us, but we don't know anything about you. We should change that." Louis said, after a while of small talk.

"Well, the best way to get to know each other is to take shots with them." I responded to him, thinking, he would understand my joke. But he didn't.

"Then let's go and get Tequilla."

End of Recap

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So that was, what had happened yesterday. I got wasted, with the world famous boyband One Direction.

By that time Juls was back with the painkillers. "I got more, cause the boys will probably need some too. By the way, you haven't even started you pancake!" She sounded really frustraded.

I took a bite and it was like I had died and were in heaven now. "Those pancakes are the best I've ever eaten. Please bury me in them and let me die there. Or and how did you manage you didn't get wasted last night?"

"I'll take that as a compliment." She smiled. "And I didn't get wasted, cause I excused myself to the bathroom and by the time I got back you and the lads, were drunk. I convinced Paul, it would be easier to get them all back her and let them stay here for the night, cause in this area, you hardly see any paparazzi. He agreed and we all came back here, thinking it would be less stressfull, if two of us would look after you. Which was teribly wrong."

I let out a laugh and took my Advil with a glass of water. "Well, you thought it would be fun, if you would try to sneek out of the house, while I wasn't with you. Zayn even tried to climb out of the window. In the end we gathered the lads all in the living room and they convinced me to sing them to sleep. Which Harry, that bastard, recorded and sent to Simon Cowell." Now I was rolling on the floor, laughing so hard, I thought I would have to pee myself.

"What is so funny in here?" Five boys where standing in the doorway.

"At first you'll eat breakfast and then I'll tell the whole story again. Here are your pancakes. If you want more there still are a few in the kitchen." Julie began, but the boys had grabed the plates from her hands as fast as they could and began to stuff their mouths with Julie's heaven like food. "And afterwards every single one of you is going to take an Advil, cause I think you might have a slight headache." She finished.

"Oh my god. Julie. May we convince you to be our personal cook? Those were delicious." Liam siad, looking like he hadn't eaten anything so good in his whole life.

"Haha. I am already Monis cook, so no. And I believe she doesn't want to share." She smiled. She is the kind of person, who is litterly always smiling. Sometimes that really grinds my gears, but those are her "Little Things".

"So now you have to tell us that funny story, you told your bff over there before we came in. And by the way. Where is Paul?" Louis smirked.

She started of with "Paul is going to see management, because some paparazzi caught you vomiting into the basket of a bike, Lou." Now everyone was already laughing and Julie began to tell the story of her sleepless night all again. At the end, Niall was on the floor laughing, Harry and Lou holding onto each other to keep them from falling over, Zayn had tears in his eyes, because he had to laugh so had and Liam, well Liam let's say, he nearly peed himself. I was giggling and Juls also joined in the laughter.

At first, we didn't notice the doorbell was ringing, but when we did, Zayn told us, he'll go and get it, cause probably it's Paul.

We heard him talk to one or more persons in the hallway, but didn't mind at all.

"Hey guys, look who I brought with me! Luke, Calum, Ashton and Michael!" Zayn said, when he came back, smiling at them like they were old friends.

They greated everyone, Ashton smiling softly at Julie, which caused her to blush and Niall to shot him a look, which said 'hurt her and I'll kill you very slowly'.

I looked up to see Luke staring at me. I excused myself for the bathroom, running up the stairs, hearing, someone was following me.

Over my shoulder, I saw Luke taking to steps at the time, but I was faster. I got in the white and blue room and locked the door behind me.

I heard him asking for entrance, knocking at the door, but I ignored him. I was looking for the blades. Julie thought I got rid of them, but  I always kept one or two in cabinet next to the basin.

I got it out and set against the bathtub, feeling the cold blade in my hand. I knew it was wrong to hurt myself, but I didnt know how I would manage the anger and hurt otherwise.

I took a deep breath and put the blade on my wrist. Now was the moment, where I could still stop myself.

But who would care, if I didn't?