"Fuck", I cursed running after him. Liam helped Harry up, but I wasn't at least caring about him at the moment. The only person I cared about at that moment was Luke.
I stormed out the door. Thank god, I had my shoes still on. "Luke!" I shouted, seeing him walking in a far distance.
I ran as fast as I could. He didn't seem to come closer, but somehow I managed to catch up with him. I stopped him, when I put my hand onto his shoulder. He turned around to face.
I looked into his beautiful blue eyes, which were bloodshot. "What do you want?" he spat at me.
"I know, what you've seen but you don't know my part of this story okay?! I didn't know that he was going to kiss me. I was in some kind of shock, but if you weren't be standing there, I would have punched him in the face. He just took me off guards.", I said, trying to calm him down. "It was nothing like when I kiss you. I didn't get any butterflies at all. And when he touchs me, there aren't any sparks, like with you."
Seeing him so lost and hurt, made me tear up. I didn't realize I was crying, until he wiped a tear from my cheek.
"You are the only one that matters right now. I don't care, what other people think about me, as long as I'm with you. I know I got fond of you too easily again, but I can't help it. When you're next to me, it's like my insecurities are gone, like there weren't any at all. When you are gone, I feel like a part of me is missing. I felt that damn hole inside of me too long. I don't want to lose you again", I chocked, not able to control my crying anymore.
"Shh... I would never leave you again. It just hurt to see you with him. I was mad, because you told me, you'd go on a date with me and then you were kissing Harry. I guess if you want to be with him, I... I can't do anything about it." Luke said, putting a sad smile on his face.
"Have you even listened to what I said? I don't want Harry. I want you. And only you", I said.
It was like in one of those romantic movies, Jules likes so much. Just like in one, it began to rain. How cliché. But I didn't care at all.
We were just starring into each others eyes.
"Monica, I know it is stupid to say that right now, cause it's really pathetic, but I've always liked you. I don't know why I chose the band over you. I've liked you since kindergarden and that never changed. I'm still in love with that kind, nice, funny girl, you've always been", he said.
What did I tell you about clichés again?
I smiled, saying nothing, just standing there in the rain. Now it's getting a bit awkward.
"You know, usually people applause when I hold such an amazing speech", Luke tried to loosen up the scenary a bit.
"You know, usually people don't stand in the rain, without a coat", I replied.
"God you're sassy", he chuckled
"But you like it", I replied, grinning as well. " Now let's go back. Otherwise we'll catch a cold." I said, taking him with me.
"Do...Do you think they hate me? Cause I punched Harry in the face?", he asked me nervously.
"If you apologize, I'm sure they won't. Lou and Zayn would have done the same thing if he was kissing their girlfriends.", I smiled.
I only knew the boys for like a week, but I already know that 2/5 of One Direction have girlfriends.
"But you aren't my girlfriend. We aren't officially dating", he wwas getting frustrated.
"Well, I always dreamed that one day a man will punch another in the face because of me", I flipped my hair, acting like one of those perfect girls, but who am I kidding.
We reached the front door of the 1D lads' appartment for the secind time this day.
"Wait before we're going in, I have to do something." he said, then he eembraced me. "You are literally the best thing ever happened to me."
And with that he kissed me.
The door behind us opened and Ashton was standing there.
"How cheesy. Urgh. You're worse than a Hollywood movie", he said annoyed, but smiling.
We got in and there was the whole company in the living room, eventually waiting for us to return.
"Erm Harry, I'm sorry that I punched you in the face", Luke spoke up looking down to his feet.
"No problem man. I didn't know Moni was your girlfriend."
"I am n-" I began, but Luke cut me off. Why won't they let me finish one damn sentence.
"But now you know, that she's my girl. No offense, but if you try anything like that on my girlfriend again, I will cut your precious curls off." Luke joked. At least I hoped he was.
"Wait a sec. Since when are you two a couple?!", Jules asked.
"Erm. I might or might not have her asked her to be my girlfriend", Luke blushed.
"More like might not", I laughed.
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