Out of the Darkness (Luke Hemmings/ Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Chapter 31

Julie's POV

~a few weeks later~

“Okay calm down!”

“I'm not going to be calm! I will mess up and Simon will end the contract”, I said, breathing heavily.

It was the night of my first ever concert, which means, basically a few thousand people watching me perform. And I was sure I would do horrible.

It had been a few weeks, since I traveled back home and at some point the guys convinced me that I should come to London with them again for New Year.

I loved spending time with the boys, but after that incident with Ashton at McDonald's we did even talk with each other probably. There was some sort of awkward tension in the air all the time we were near each other.

“No you won't so shut up and perform!”, Louis called through the open door. “Oh and I should tell you, that you are on in 5. So move your lazy ass and rock that stage!” With that he disappeared again, getting ready for his own show.

I got up from the couch Moni and I were sitting on earlier and made my way to the side of the stage, where Ben, Joe and Tom were already waiting.

"Okay, so what was the first song again?", Joe spoke up, joking, but when he saw my glaze his smile fade. "You know we'll be right beside you, okay?"

I was about to answer, when an assistant came up to us and told us it was time to start the show.

"Let's do this!", I said, before running onto the stage.

"Hello London! How are you?"; I shouted into the microphone, only gaining a lot of screams. "Well, as you might now, I'm Juliette and the boys behind me are 3 Days Parade."

"The first song we are going to play tonight is called 'I miss you' by Blink-182. If you know the lyrics, sing along", I said, picking up my acoustic guitar and began to play the first chords.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, before I started singing.

Hello there the angel from my nightmare

The shadow in the background of the moor

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me

And we'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)

(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted

The Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop the pain tonight