Out of the Darkness (Luke Hemmings/ Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Chapter 28

Julie's POV

"You shouldn't have punched him in the face!", I yelled at Tom, looking at Ashton who was lying on the a hospital bed.

"Is it my fault that he fell?", Tom argued back. "And he hurt you. I've had every right to break his nose."

"Are you serious? It's not like you are my older brother. Ben would have had every right to punch him. But you are my best friend. You should be the one keeping me calm and not making me want to rip out his guts.", I shouted at him. The door opened and Ben entered the room.

"The doctor said, he's going to be okay really soon. Tom, you knocked him out really badly. It could have ended a lot worst", my older brother spoke up. "And I hate to say this, but Jules is telling the truth at some point. Sure, it was brave to punch him, but brutality is never the answer."

Tom groaned. "Your sister already told me what she thinks about it."

"And I'm pretty mad at you", I added, looking at him angry.

"Then we both should head to the coffee shop across the street and give her some time to cool off. You'll call me if you need anything?", Ben said, now facing me. I just nodded my head, going over to the stool, where I had placed my purse and my coat.

The two lads made their way out of the room, leaving me in silence. I was playing around with my phone for a few minutes, till I realized that Ashton was starring at me.

"How are you feeling?", I asked him, only referring to his nose.

"Not that good", he answered me, never taking his gaze off of me.

"I should go and find a doctor. Maybe he could give you some pain killers", I stood up, making my way through the room. I'd nearly reached the door, when he spoke up again.

"I wasn't talking about the fact I'm in a hospital. I was talking about how much I miss you. I haven't seen or talked to you in 24 hours and I'm a wreck. I know that what I did was massively wrong and there's nothing in this world, that could make you forget it, but I just want you to know that you mean such a lot to me. You are literally the best thing ever happened to me. I know I could just say that, but I actually mean it. I don't have the slightest idea why I thought making out with that girl was okay. It wasn't and I know you are disappointed in me, but I'll try anything to make you forgive me."

"Ash, it's not that easy. I know you care about me, otherwise you wouldn't be here, but you're right. You can't make me forget it. I trusted you. And you crashed me. Do you want to know why I came back home?", I asked looking at him, disappointment shining in my eyes.
"Cause I couldn't stand seeing you. I hoped and I really did that going back to Vienna would help me to put the pieces of my shattered heart back together. You crashed me. And I can't believe you actually think you just have to appologize and I'll hop back into your arms. You have to gain my trust back."

"I'd do anything you know", he said, starring down at his shirt that was a bit blood soaked. "I'll try as hard as I can. I love you Juliette."

These three little words made the so hated butterflies fly around wildly in my chest. He loved me, but sometimes love isn't enough.

"But for me you are enough", Ashton said, looking at me again. I didn't know that these words slipped out of my mouth.

I made my way over to him, taking a seat at the hospital bed. "Do you really think so?", I asked him, looking into his beautiful hazel eyes. He just nodded, starting to lean in and I did the same thing.

My head was telling me to stop, but my heart told me to keep going. That he was all I needed.

Soon I felt the familiar pair of lips on mine, getting lost in the kiss, our lips moving in sync. Fireworks lighting in my inside.

I broke away a few seconds later, realizing that what we did was wrong. I stood up, bringing enough space between us. I looked at Ashton one last time,before I turned around. He looked hurt and broken and I felt really bad about what I did. I should have stopped him.

 "I'm going to call Luke or some of the boys to pick you up", I said, rushing out of the room. I ran down the hallways, till I got out of the entrance, leaning against the brick wall of the hospital, breathing heavily.

"I'm so fucking messed up."

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I know short chapter and I'm sorry :) but I wanted to thank you for nearly 3 k readers :) that is so amazing :) I never thought such a lot of people would like my story :D

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