Out of the Darkness (Luke Hemmings/ Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Chapter 21

Moni's POV

"And then he asked me to be his girlfriend!", I finished telling Jules everything about the evening with my boyfriend. "Oh and I love your new hair color by the way." I smiled at her.

Gosh. That sounds so weird. I would have never believed that Luke Robert Hemmings would be my boyfriend someday. But I do believe, that I'll do my best to keep this relationship going.

I scratched over my arm, realizing I didn't hurt myself for a few weeks now. It was like all the hatred and the insecurities disappeared, because one special person made me sort of like myself as I am.

I rolled up the sleeves to see, that all the wounds had healed and only little scares were left. I smiled down, knowing that as long as Luke was there everything was okay.

Wow. Girl. Slow down. I shouldn't get weird over that.

I finally noticed, that Jules still hadn't replied to me.

"Hun, everything okay?", I asked her, cause she was sort of zoomed out.

"Yeah. Sorry for daydreaming", she replied, smiling a bit. "Love, I'm am so happy for you right now."

"And since I have a boyfriend now, how about we are going to get you one? Oh I know the right one! He is a drummer in a band called 5 Seconds of Summer", I laughed.

"What? W-Why would you think Ash and I should be together?", she asked me, her eyes widening.

"He obviously likes you. And I know you. You like him too, don't you?!, I asked her, already knowing the answer.

"I don't know", she said, taking her head into her hands. She looked pretty lost right now, so I got around the couch, to sit next to her.

"Juliet, I know you good enough to know something is wrong. You can talk to me and I won't tell it anyone", I hugged her.

She breathed in and out, trying her best to stay as calm as possible.

"And if I'd done something really wrong and stupid, something no normal person would do?", she asked me, tears welling up behind her eyes.

"As long as you didn't commit a murder!, I tried to make her laugh just a little bit, but that cheeky smile just wouldn't turn up on her face. Something really bad must have happened, if she isn't funny or in good mood.

"Before I tell you, I have to sort some things out okay? Please don't be mad at me, but I have to get get a few things done at first, but when I come back, I'm ready to tell you okay?", she stood up, getting her coat, purse and shoes, walking out the door.

Julie's POV

It was like I had made the worst decision in my life. We slept with each other and he just left afterward. Without any note or a message. It was like he'd never excised. I tried calling him once or twice, to see if everything was okay, but he didn't pick up.

I knew, that there was one person, who would understand me, helping me to find a way out of it. Helping me to make me feel better about what I did.

No. There was no way to feel good about that I have probably ruined our friendship forever.

I took my cellphone out and dialed the number of that one person, besides Jane and Moni, who I fully trust.

After the second ring he picked up. "Lou, could you please come and get me. I need you", I said and the tears I had built up finally rolled down my cheeks.

"Tell me where you are and I'll be there before you can say 'I love Louis Tomlinson so much'", he replied, knowing I was in a bad position.

I told him where I was and he said, he would be there as fast as he could.

About 5 minutes later a black car stopped in front off me and Louis got out to open the door for me.

I got in, still sobbing like a madman.

"I hate myself for what I did", I said, when he got into the driver seat.

"Till you get married, everything is going to be okay. And you won't look like a smurf anymore", he smiled, referring to my new hair color. "Anyways. What happened, and who do I have to punch in the face?"

"You don't have to punch anyone. Well, you could punch me, cause I am the reason, why I'm such a wreck", I took a deep breath, knowing that he would understand. "I slept with Ashton. And when I woke up, he wasn't there anymore. No note, no message, no Ash."

Lou nearly crashed the car, because he hit the break so hard, causing the driver behind us to honk.

"YOU DID WHAT?", he raised his voice. Obviously he was shocked about what I did. "I'm going to kill that son of a bitch!"

"Lou, it was my fault that we did it", I said, trying my best to defend Ash.

"No. You are not defending him right now. There are always two people, when you have sex. And I hardly believe, that you pressured him into it", he was angry as hell. "And leaving after sex, whit out leaving a note? God. He should be happy, if I don't break him his nose."

We stopped in front off our apartment complex and we got out. "Go home and drink a cup of tea, love. You must be freezing", he smiled warmly at me, but his impression changed a bit later. "And I'm going to slap some sense into that little arse."

We rode the elevator up to our floor and got out. I looked for my keys in my purse and bummed into someone. "Sorry", I said, avoiding every eye contact, be cause I knew mine were puffy and red.

"Ashton Fletcher Irwin. I give you five seconds to run", Louis growled be hind me.

"Can I please talk to Jules first? We have some things to sort out", Ash replied to him, his voice a lot softe than the one of my best friend aka Louis Tomlinson.

With out any further comment, Lou left me and him alone. I was getting nervous, because I knew that he would ask me to look up. And then he would see how much pain he'd cost me and then he would be sad....

I'm over-thinking this. Let's just get trough this talk and then I'll probably go and stay in my bed forever.

"Could you please look me in the eye, Juliet?", Ash asked me with a soft voice. I slowly looked up at him seeing, that his hazel eyes were filled with concern. "I went over to your place about an hour ago and Moni told me, how you stormed out, not even telling anyone where you went. I waited in the hallway ever since."

"What do you want Ashton?", I said, getting tired. I bore down a yawn.

"So tired?", he asked me, not even referring to my question.

"Didn't get much sleep last night."

"Uhh... Well, I just wanted to tell you, that I didn't leave you in the morning, cause I don't like you. I actually like you a lot. It was just, I had to think about some stuff", he said, scratching the back of his head.

"At least you could have left a note", I replied, trying to get to my front door. I actually didn't want to see him right now. "I would like to get a cup of..."

I was cut off, by him, pressing his lips onto mine. That was not what I expected.

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