Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Kind Hearted: Part Four

"The real reason I said I couldn't do this was because I..." Y/N looked down again and swallowed, mustering up all the courage she had to say the dreaded, four phrased words she'd hidden from everyone:

"I'm still a virgin."

Lauren couldn't believe she was hearing right. THE Y/N Y/L/N was a VIRGIN? But the rumors and pictures? HOW could she still be a virgin? And why was she so reluctant to loose it to me?

"Wait, YOU'RE a virgin?"

"Well don't sound so SURPRISED Lauren," the brown eyed girl said, knowing what she'd just told Lauren was embarrassing - HUMILIATING at best. She had a reputation of being a heartthrob, but she'd never experienced sex? Those two things didn't add up.

"I'm sorry, it's just you're Y/N Y/L/N. You've been pictured and seen with SO many girls and - it's just not at ALL what I was expecting."

"I know Lauren," Y/N, now more quiet and nervous than ever sat near Lauren on the blanket, knees hiked up to her chest. "It's not something I want everyone KNOWING either. I made a promise to my grandparents before they died. I told them I'd wait and save my virtue until I was either COMPLETELY in love, or married. I wouldn't DARE break my promise to them."

"So you aren't COMPLETELY in love with me?" Lauren's voice just a octave higher than Y/N's. They both somehow felt guilty and embarrassed at how things had gone from romantically comfortable to awkwardly embarrassing.

"W-what? Of COURSE I am! Lauren, on the outside I'm a tough, ruthless, arrogant bitch, but I'm just as soft and VULNERABLE as ANY girl on the inside. I was born with a penis and... I don't even - "

"Hey," Lauren gently cupped the younger girls face, rubbing the pad of her thumb underneath her eye where a single tear traveled. "You have NOTHING to be embarrassed about. Most virgin's ARE inexperienced. That's perfectly NORMAL baby. Here, take my hand."

Though confused, Y/N accepted Lauren's help getting off the roof floor, walking behind in slow strides as Lauren led them back towards the elevators.

"What are we - " Her sentence was cut pleasurably short as Lauren pulled her closer, crashing her lips onto hers as the elevator descended them towards Y/N's room.

"Do you love me?" Lauren panted as they pulled apart at Y/N's bedroom door, smiling as the brown eyed girl nodded, uttering a breathless 'yes' in response.

"Then don't worry about ANYTHING once we step inside your bedroom. I KNOW how much I want you and I know it'll be perfectly sloppy or incredibly clumsy. But either way, it'll be OURS and I'll cherish these next few moments for the rest of my life."

Y/N nodded, opening her bedroom with a newfound confidence as she and Lauren stepped inside, locking the door behind them. The brown eyed girl chuckled softly as Lauren ushered her forward with her index finger, placing her hands on Lauren's shoulders as they resumed that FIERY elevator kiss.

"Take your jacket off." Lauren mumbled into the kiss.

"Take it off me." Y/N panted back, shivering in pleasure as Lauren slowly slid her jacket off, lips pressed to the side of her neck with nothing but tenderness and love.