Constant Temptation. (Larry Stylinson; Book 1) ON HIATUS UNTIL EXAMS ARE OVER!

Chapter Five

Constant Temptation - Chapter Five 

Louis’s POV.

Last night my mum came in while I was getting dressed, which I didn’t mind, it was my mum. She’d seen it all before. And I was only putting on boxers for bed, which I thought was appropriate. Apparently not. She started having a go at me for wearing boxers to bed! When I asked why, she said: “Well Louis, when you’re older your future lover would appreciate you being naked for bed.” Which I didn’t appreciate, in fact I think I chocked on my own spit. After a solid minute of me just standing there resembling a crimson fish, I scoffed and said that I would never have a lover. Then she laughed and said; “What about Harry?”

What about Harry?!? Do other mother’s ask these questions or have I just been blessed? What about Harry... Jesus I feel like I’m in a soap opera. It was when she started going on about how I wasn’t to have ‘sexual intercourse’ with him until I leave her house that I made her leave. For a while after she left I had just lay on my bed and re-contemplated my life.

It wasn’t as if I didn’t want Harry to be my ‘lover’ when I was older, he’s extremely attractive and I’m sure he’ll be very satisfying. It’s just... I’m more than positive that he’d done it before. And I’m too of a chicken to say what ‘it’ is in my head! How am I meant to have sex? Let alone know what to do... What do I do? Do I just lay there? What if I don’t enjoy it? Do I make it look like I am? See! I’m never going to be ready to even imagine sex, how am I going to have it? I might just become a Priest. Why not?

I think the real reason why I kicked mum out was because of the fact she made me imagine what that would be like, to do that with Harry... It’s not like it’s impossible, we’ve been going out every night this week. Which I think either means that he likes me, or he’s confused.

We’ve been talking a lot as well. He’s talked a little about his family, and Gemma which I thought was amazing considering I’d only known him for a little under a fortnight. I think that’s either brilliant or frightening. We haven’t really talked so much about Cassie or Niall which I thought was understandable, considering I can tell there’s something about Cassie that he obviously doesn’t want to tell me just yet. I assume that most people would find this annoying and dishonest, but I’m not too bothered. If he doesn’t want to tell me, that’s fine. There’s stuff that I’m keeping from him that I don’t want to tell him until I absolutely have to. Like the fact that I’m a virgin, for instance. I can only think of one situation where I would definitely have to tell him, though. And I think I would end up laughing from the sheer awkwardness of it before that happened.

What I really need to stop doing is imagining sex with Harry. There, sex! I said it! Well... thought it. Where was I? Oh, yeah, Cassie. I can definitely tell that there’s something wrong with her, in the sense that she’s unwell. But I wasn’t really that bothered by the fact that she looked as though she was flirting with Harry. In the end I just assumed she appeared that was in front of everyone. I didn’t even think it was slutty, I thought it was cute. She somehow got away with it. This is all purely from my own thoughts, considering Harry hasn’t talked about her, therefore confirmed anything, yet. His friend Niall seemed nice though. He seemed like a friendly lad who finds the world funny.

And then there’s Harry. The more I find out about Harry the more I adore- which sounds incredibly gay but it’s true. He laughs at every random thing that I come out with- which my mother finds annoying because it isn’t the best way to get a conversation flowing, apparently- and doesn’t even mention it when I blush like a tomato in front of him. I find this amazing because I do blush when he’s around quite a lot, which I think is because he finds it necessary to compliment me whenever he can. In other situations I would ask him very politely to stop making me blush, but oh my god he’s so attractive I can’t. I’d say our relationship is just about perfect except from one thing.