Haven. || teen wolf [1]

fourteen: a monster

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"Your pupils dilate so big and glow a bright white as they cover your entire irises, enveloping your power even more. You can make anyone, even the most coldblooded men tell you anything you needed or wanted to know. You can control and manipulate, even kill, with just your eyes." Deaton explained all the information I've lacked for years to me.

"What kind of monster am I?" I sighed looking down at me feet as I sat on the desk in Deaton's office.

"Elaine," Deaton said forcing me to look back up at him, "You are not a monster- not even close to one."

"I killed my mother because of these eyes." I exclaimed feeling myself getting worked up, "I don't want them!"

"But other people do." Deaton told me with a sad expression. "Depending on who is manipulating you, you can do so much destruction- you possess an enormous amount of power."

"So am I in full control of my powers now?" I asked raising an eyebrow, trying to clarify what Deaton had just said.

"When I saw you try to push down that barrier, your eyes were white, meaning you hold the power. However if they were to turn black when you are to unleash your power, someone has latched itself onto you and is controlling you." Deaton said as I tried to comprehend it all.

"My pack before...before I moved, they weren't good. They made me do awful things." I shook my head as memories clouded my brain, "Does that mean they were manipulating me then?"

Deaton nodded his head and then continued to say, "If people discover your eyes, they will want to use you for their own advantage. They will be able to turn you into their own personal killing machine if they really want to."

I gulped nervously at what Deaton has told me.

"Well we won't let that happen," Scott announced sitting up from the wall he was leaning on and then walking over to me. He smiled reassuringly at me, but I was too afraid to smile back.

"You two should get to school, you're going to be late." Deaton nodded his head.

We both began to walk out of the clinic before Deaton called after us, "Scott will catch up with you Elaine. I need to talk to him about something work related. He'll be out in just a minute."

I nodded my head skeptically and then proceeded to walk outside of the examination room. I opened the front door to exit, but quickly pressed my ear against the door to listen.

"You need to watch her carefully, Scott. She has a great amount of power inside of her."

"Is that why every time she's drained after using her eyes?"

"When she uses it, it takes all of her strength to control herself."

"Are you saying her power is evil?"