Why? Why me?

Chapter 16

@ Rickrocks2: you okay? I Just put Heath were he belongs :)
@ Em4evr: don't tell me u punched him again
@ Rickrocks2: no! I swear, I just hit his big ego verbally ;)
@ Em4evr: thanks bro.
@ Rickrocks2: u know, it's kinda funny to remember how you two loved each other, everyone really thought u guys would last, that's why Natalie gave up on him.
I snorted, we? Last together? HA!.
@ Em4evr: seriously? I didn't know she gave up on that asshole just cause u guys thought we would last, u got me laughing right now
@ Rickerocks2: at least ur not upset anymore ;)
@ Em4evr: ur the best! Bye :*
It's clear, me and Rick are very good friends. We are like siblings, so that kissy emoji was more of a hug.
I don't know how, but later in the afternoon, Liam and I were in the couch, chomping on pop corn, and watching Netflix.
I turn to him "how did you come?" "You went out there and invited me over" he said, never leaving the screen. I roll my eyes. "I did?" He nodded. I frown.
"Why don't I remember doing such thing?" "'Cause that was like, two hours ago". I smirk at him, "really? Or did you get in here?" "No, I wouldn't do such thing". I narrowed my eyes and mumbled a whatever as a response. I wasn't paying attention to what was playing in the screen.
"Um, Liam? Why are we watching The Walking Dead?" "You don't like it?" "Well, yes i do, but I'm not really in the mood for this" i gestured the flat screen tv. "Well then, what do you suggest?" "Uh, you got me there, I don't know." He laughs. "You tell me to stop it and you don't know what you want to watch" "I guess I did, sorry I'm not feeling well" "why?" He was concerned now. "Well, Heath, you guys got into beating the bleep outta him" he chuckled "bleep? Is that a substitute for crap?" "Yes" i frown. I don't really like curse words.
"Come on, your house's internet isn't working, lets go to mine." He said.
As soon as I was in his house, I got worried.
"Uh, Liam, put those strawberry and  grape bowls away, or hidden from my view" he chuckled. I shoved the bowls away "why?" He chuckled.
"There is a high possibility you won't have any of those left when I leave" "eat them, we have a bunch of plants to grow them" "really?" I asked wide eyed. He nodded and I popped a strawberry, then two, then three, and five grapes at the time.
Liam chuckled. "You really like those right?" I nodded so hard, that my hair bounced. Liam chuckled again. I smiled.
"Well, from what I know, your parents are about to come home from work, so let's get you there" he said. "We didn't even watch a movie!" I whined "no, because you were too busy chomping down my fruits" I laughed. "That's right".
When I was home, I licked my lips, licking the remains of the juicy fruit.
One of the many things you have to know about me: I'm addicted to strawberries and grapes. I like other fruits but mostly the ones i just said.
My brother hasn't been around that much, because he has drum lessons and he stays there until my parents  come back to pick him up. So that is why I'm lonely most of the time.
I used to go to gymnastics, but no more.
I still don't have a dog. Where is my dog?.
I want my dog.
One of the main reasons why I want a dog, could be because I am so lonely.
I could use some company.
My parents finally where home, and I pretended I was already sleeping.
I heard mom opening the door to check on me, I did my best to look like I was actually sleeping.
She closed it and I snapped my eyes open. I checked to see if there was any light turned on.
Nope, no lights.
If you knew me real well, you'd immediately know I was up to something, and I indeed was.
Liam's room was just across from mine, I grabbed some rubber bands I had on my desk and threw them in a sling shot way to Liam's bedroom window.
He opened it, and saw me.
He gave me a WTF look and I laughed.
He looked cute with his hair spiking in all directions.
I mouthed "corner", amazingly, he got it.
I'm saying "amazingly" because I'm really bad at mouthing words.
He knew what corner I was referring to  our special corner.
Oh, I hope he brings his phone, I really need it.
My window wasn't really high, and there was (to my luck) a ladder besides my window.
I sighed and kind of, somehow managed to come down. I ran to the corner, which wasn't really far.
I didn't want to keep Liam waiting.
I was there and was panting. Liam was calmly sitting down in a bench nearby.
"Hey, sorry I'm late, I was somehow managing to come down, in  a ladder" "by yourself?" I nodded "you could've get hurt" "but I didn't" he rolled his eyes.
"Well? What's so important to wake me up?" I chuckled. "I need your phone" "really? That's all?" I nodded. He sighed and got it out of his pocket. "Keep it, give it to me tomorrow morning" he said. I looked at him. That's how much he trusts me. "Thanks bro" i hug him and leave. "Hold up! I need to help you with the ladder" "right". I slowed down.
He shoved his hands in his pockets. I didn't know pajamas had pockets. Mine don't.
He shrugged. "Why are you shrugging?" "Don't know" "is something wrong?" I asked
"Yeah" "what is it?" He stopped in front of me. He was too close for my liking. He grabbed my shoulders "you're certainly more than my friend" he softened his face "am I?" I teased "yes, you are, you are like, my little sister, but at the time, i like you so much" "you didn't have to let me go, I wasn't going to be happy with Heath anyway" I whispered. "I know, and I didn't want to, but you looked so hopeful, I had to do it". He whispered back.
I sighed, and looked down at my feet. I was wearing sandals.
Liam was still in front of me. I looked up at him and his lips landed on mine.
Now, I am not a kisser, my first kiss had been with Heath, and it was a very short one.
So was Liam's because he suddenly pulled away. "I still love you, I just proved it" I blushed. "I know you do" I cupped his cheek and smiled sweetly.
All the way home we were dead quiet.
We were finally there, and he held the ladder and he helped me up.
Once I was finally in my room I thanked him. He smiled and winked at me.
I'm not used to guys being like this. I closed he window and tucked myself in my bed. Then, I got Liam's phone out of my "pocket" which is my mouth.
Yeah. I bit the phone while I was climbing upstairs, I'm a genius.
I turned it on and typed the pin code. It opened to the home page and I automatically went to my social media.
Let's see, it's nine p.m. Here, then it must be twelve or one a.m. Back in Texas.
Whatever.
They'll see it tomorrow.
I started typing.
"Here is to him, the one who made me suffer and killed my heart:
I once thought I loved you,
I did, you did
What was the problem then?
Oh, right, you are an asshole
You like every girl you see
Who could love you?
You are a cheater
You are a heartbreaker
I blame you for making me meet pain
I blame you for breaking my heart.
Will I ever love again?
Because you just ruined my heart.
You ruined my fantasies.
You ruined my life.
If you want to come back to me,
Just say it,
I could wait for you
But be quick,
Because my heart is feeling bad.
You are a moth, and I am your light,
Because you always come back to me
Hurry, my light is fading,
As is my love for you.
I warn you, do not mess with me.
Heath Collins, I officially hate you."
I posted it and smiled to myself, I was so proud of me.
Little did I know what awaited for me.....