"Shit. Who did this?" Asked Heath. "It was Rick" I said, about to cry. "He didn't have to leave him headless though" I smiled "yeah I know" "why did he do it?" I drew a deep breath and let it out. "I have no idea" I said in a sigh. "Well, you should talk toim. I suppose he's mad enough to do this" he said. "Yeah, where is he at?" "Guest room down the hall" he pointed at the door at the end of the hall "okay. Liam is downstairs, if you need anything" i said and headed towards the room.
I knocked and no one opened, so I decided to go in by myself.
"Rick?" I asked "Rick? Are you okay?" I said and plopped down on bed next to him, h had his head between his hands. "No" "Rick, you don't have to get mad. I was just playing with Liam, it's not like we are a couple or anything" I said. "You make it look like it" he said. "Whoa whoa whoa, calm that tongue down, because you don't want to make me mad" I said. He smirked "of course, you were playing all along with us, you are with Liam. Admit it" "no, I'm not. Liam and I are not together. I haven't even made my decision yet" I said. Liam humphed, "but he has kissed you the most" he said. I opened my mouth disbelievingly and glared at him. "So this is what it's all about? Competing to see who kisses me the most? I don't even kiss you guys! You are the ones to kiss me, not me. Now, that teddy bear did not have the fault of you being too jealous" "I'm not jealous" "then what!? You are secretly planning on making me fall for you?" I asked "no I am not! But I want to make every fucking thing possible for you to end up being mine!" "I'm no one's! I am the owner of myself! I could be your girlfriend, but never, NEVER your girl!" "Isn't that practically the same?" "I don't care! I don't belong to anyone" "I none that! I know that Em! But you make it all difficult" "WHAT? I do not make things difficult! You guys do! Because you know I'm to messed up, you try to make me fall for you!" I said. "Em, calm down, okay?" "Don't tell me to calm down! You just told me I make it all difficult" "because you do" "fuck you" I walked past him, and went out the door. I stomped all the way out of the house, sat on the porch, and began crying. I threw my glasses on the floor, and wiped all of my tears.
I am tired of crying for guys. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of guys insinuating that I'm with one or another. I hate it.
"Em! What did that jerk do to you?" Asked Liam. Heath's voice followed "tell me what that bastard do so I can put him in his place". I sniffled a couple of times. "He told me the truth" I said, stood up, and left.
I walked to my house between sobs and sniffles. I closed my eyes and sniffled once more before going in my house. I opened the door, and went to my room, without closing the door.
I fell on my bed and cried, and cried, and cried.
I never fell asleep.
I heard someone come in my room. "Em?" It was Liam. I wiped my tears with the comforted and sniffled. "What, did you come to kiss me so you will have more score?" I asked skeptically. "What? No Em, what are you talking about? I came to see if you are okay" "well. Rick told me that whoever kissed me the most would have me, because I'd fall for that whoever, or something like that" I said, and smacked the comforter. "No, no no no no no, I am not playing that. I really care about you, and I'm fine if you choose someone else, I just wished you chose me" he said. "I'm sorry for thinking you'd be like that, you're a really good guy Liam" I said. I believed him, he is really good. "Well, do you mind if we talk and forget about this?" "No, of course, sit down, or whatever" I said. I was laying in my bed, with my head pointing towards the floor. Liam placed himself like I was. "So what do you want to talk about?" "I don't know" I said and sniffled. "Oh come on, please, i don't like to see you crying Em" "you can call me Emma if you'd like" "okay" "Liam?" "Hm?" "Pass me your phone, it's in the desk. Please" he stood up and handed it to me. "Give it back whenever you want to" he said "thanks".
I stood up and paced around the room. "Oh shit" I gasped, and everything blacked out.
I fell down and fell asleep....
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Above is Gus. He is Liam's boyfriend. :3
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Why? Why me?
Non-FictionI was happy, I was, for the first time, feeling happy. Until this happened. This is, a story based on real events, not invented. This is like my public diary. For more details about this story, read.
