Without You

Leaving

Hannah's POV

Something was really bothering him but I couldn't figure it out, nor did I want to bother him about it. It was a few weeks after that day in the studio. He seemed a bit sadder than usual and it made my heart sad. I was at the dorms with Seungri and Taeyang waiting for the other three to get back. I really did enjoy my time with these boys. They were some of my only friends but nor did I think I'd ever become friends with pop stars.

I laid on their couch and I had begun to fall asleep with my headphones so I couldn't hear anything. Then I dozed off into a deep sleep.

"Don't do that! It's not fair! It wasn't my fault!" My mind was screaming at me and I woke up screaming and had tears on my face. I sat up quickly, breathing heavily. All of the boys ran to me making sure I was okay, which they were all home now. I put my hands over my face trying to calm down. "Are you okay?" Daesung kneeled next to me placing his hand on my shoulder. "Y-yes just a bad bad dream." I said quietly back to him. "Do you want water I'll get you water." Seunghyun had a worried look in his eyes being I was the youngest out of all of them. He ran to get me water and JiYong took it and handed it to me, sitting on the couch next to me. He placed his hand on my leg and rubbed my leg with his thumb.

"Guys really I'm fine, just a bad dream. We all have them." I continued to assure them it was nothing but they weren't falling for it. "What's wrong..?" JiYong finally talked. I sighed and gave in because they all knew something was wrong. "I'm afraid.." JiYong tilted his head, "Of what lov-" he stopped himself quickly before finishing what he was tempted to say. "You know how my ex..calls me a lot and whatnot, I had a bad dream.. I was alone..and he came to me and was forceful to me and-" I didn't want to finish the rest and they could tell. "Don't say anymore, don't worry about it." Seungri was good at reassuring me since he was closest to my age.

"JiYong you need to tell her now, so she can figure something out." Seunghyun said hushed. JiYong put his head down and I become very worried and tears formed in my eyes. "Seunghyun after her bad dream it makes me more frightened I-" he was cut off when I heard a break in his voice. He sounded like he was going to cry. "Seunghyun or someone else please tell her.." He gripped onto my leg and I placed my hand on his and held onto his hand. I was so scared.

"We are leaving for tour in a week and we won't be back for a few months.." Seungri said very softly so I wouldn't freak out. I sighed in relief, that didn't bother as much as something else would've. "Oh, okay, well I can call and maybe I'll come to one of your concerts. Don't be worried I'll be okay I promise, I'll be working a lot." I looked a JiYong reassuring him. He laid his head on my lap. This last week I had to make the most of it.

JiYong POV

She began to play with my hair and I closed my eyes. I was going to miss this. at this realized I didn't just like her but i loved her. I kept thinking to myself, I don't wanna leave her. What if she finds someone? I want to be that someone. This isn't fair.

"Seunghyun please I don't want to go!" I yelled sitting up quickly. He sighed and kneeled by me. "JiYong this tour is very important and you're our leader, we need you there by our side." He hated to say it but he needed to. "JiYong as much as I would love for you to stay here with me, for all of you to stay, I think Seunghyun's right. I'll call, I'll text. I'll even come to a concert." She grew tears in her eyes when I looked at her and she put on a fake smile. Seeing her sad made my break and I began to cry. "JiYong don't cry it's okay. I promise." She hugged me and my nerves started to calm.

"I love you Hannah! I love you!" I shouted as I had a weak voice from crying. I just blurted out the biggest secret. That I loved her. I shouted for everyone to hear. I looked her in the eyes and she had shock in her eyes. "I-JiYong-" I cut her off by shaking my head. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that but..it'll be months before I see you and..you needed to know.." She smiled and lifted my head. "JiYong it's okay, let's make the best out of this week ok?" I nodded and agreed. I felt more calm now.

Week coming to an end

This week was about to end. It went by so fast but I had one thing to give to her before I left. "Hannah! Come here!" I yelled from the kitchen and she came quickly. "Is something wrong? What?" She looked at me worried. "Close your eyes!" I demanded and she did as she was told. I went behind her and put a necklace around her neck. The necklace was a J and then she turned around to me and I was wearing a necklace with the letter H.

"So we will always be together at every moment." After that we left. Though I didn't want to.

A Month Into Tour

She had come to one of our concerts which meant I had to wait till the whole tour was over to see her again..I couldn't wait..