You were at a hotel traveling on a road trip with your family. You were thinking about Robbie Kay.
You have been giving up on everything related to him. He was great and inspired you yes. But you were just tired of seeing everyone but you meeting him.
You knew he loved his fans but you just didn't know what to do anymore. What was the point?
You deleted your fan accounts and haven't tweeted him in months.
You went to get coffee. You poured it and added creamer. You reached for the sugar and touched another hand. "Oh sorry.." You say.
You look up to see Robbie Kay.
You froze. "Ladies first he said."
You smiled a little and did it without looking at him.
You started to leave.
"Hey..wait.." He said.
You stopped.
"You know who I am I can see it in your face." He said.
You nod.
"What's wrong?"
He asked getting worried.
"I just.. I was a fan. I gave up on you..wasn't getting anything out of it.." You say.
"I'm not sure I understand.." He said.
"I loved you. I had tee shirts, DVDs, a poster.. Then you stopped tweeting me..Your fans never talked to me so I gave up. I moved on."
"No, that's not it.. Sit down."
He said.
You sigh. How did he know?
You sit and didn't know what to say and you just wanted to cry.
"Okay.. I like you a lot! More then a dumb crush!! I hate myself for it!! You have so many fans but I'm just sitting over here needing your attention! And I don't get it and I know why.. You really can't have personal relationships with your fans but... I just wanted you to hug me and tell me.. It's okay." You blurt out. You had tears in your eyes. "You helped me find myself..."
He was about to cry now.
"I don't know what I can say.."
He ran his hands through his hair.
"You're great.. I never knew you felt that way.. I'm sorry you gave up.. But look where we are now! We met. And I'm glad you were inspired by me. It does mean a lot."
You hug him and he hugs you back tightly.
You cry on his shoulder.
"I love you Robbie." You cry.
He nods. "I love you..don't give up on me love."
