Zayns pov
I woke up with someone shaking my shoulder.
"Zayyyyyn..." I turned my head and looked up at Perrie. I wish that was Liam...
But it wouldn't happen. It couldn't happen.
I don't want it to happen.
Part of me is still clinging on to the hope that he isn't really getting married today, and that I'm not going to be married two weeks after.
That there was a chance...
Part of me though...
I don't want it. I know the amount of hate that will come with me and Liam. I'm not strong enough for it.
People will hate me
Will hate us
But the part that hurts the most is the fact that I know people will hate him for it, and I couldn't handle that. I couldn't be the reason for his pain.
So now what?
Well... He's getting married in a few hours. Something really doesn't seem right about this whole engagement, but he seems sure about it.
Every time I look at Jenna anger and jealousy course through my chest, my vision goes red and I feel like I want to punch something.
I know I love Liam. I have come to my sense.
But it was best for both of us, if I married Perrie and he marries Jenna.
Ill be able to forget my feeling.
I looked down at the floor and sighed. This was going to be a really long day.
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I squeezed Perries hand. We were sitting in the little church waiting for the ceremony to start. Everything looked pretty. It was shocking when we walked in. I thought it was going to be gaudy and sickeningly pink...
But it wasn't really. It was very quaint and quiet.
Maybe Jenna was different after all...
I don't know.
Liam was standing up on the alter. He looked amazing.
His hair was quiffed up and looked absolutely perfect.
I can't even describe to you how good he looked in his tux too...
However there seemed to be a nervous aura about him...
One of a man that wasn't going to be married, but a look of nervousness and dread that made him look almost like he was dreading this.
I wonder why.
I felt a hand hit my shoulder.
It was Perrie beckoning me to stand up.
While I was staring at Liam I hadn't noticed the music start to play.
I stood up and we looked down the isle.
Jenna was walking down arm in arm with her father.
She looked pretty as well. We all knew she wouldn't be a traditional bride, but we were all expecting the slutty clothes she normally wears.
Her dress wasn't long, but it wasn't too short either. It came up to mid thigh, and didnt really hug her body unflatteringly.
She reached the alter, her father leant down and kissed the middle of her forehead, and let his daughter go.
She walked up onto the alter.
"Dearly beloved... We gather here today to join in marriage Liam Payne and Jenna Brooks."
He went on to say some more things, none of which I was listening to.
I was looking at Liam. He was starting to look extremely pale, and his hands were starting to shake.
He looked like he was going to faint.
The preacher spoke "If anyone protests this marrige, plead now or forever hold your peace..."
He waited a moment.
No one said anything.
"Ok then..."
He was about to continue on, but Liam jumped back with a shocked look on his face. His eyes were wide with what looked like realization.
He pointed a finger out extending toward Jenna.
"You..." His voice was shaky
"I can't believe you"
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A/N:
You guys I am SO SORRY for the long wait for the update
I feel so bad OMG
Well here you go :)
