Oh dear, it seems as if this fic is coming to a close quite quickly. We're hoping to do about 10 more chapters or so before we close the book. By the way, in every chapter I have a song and a gif on the side which you can also see on an iphone if you go to where you comment and click up on the top thing with all the tabs, its the one next to the tab with the pile of books. Check it out! Leave feedback if you can, though! And our old instagram @ourbakeryboy's password was reset so we are now @louisdontletharrygo so please follow us on there. Thank you I love you! Sorry this chapter sucks. ~Mary
Louis POV
What a wedding. Gotta give it up for Liam. I do feel bad for him, though. I gave him a slight nod as I walked past him and Zayn who were... working some things out so to speak. After that, I walked out the doors of the church and got into my car with Eleanor at my heels. I really need to talk to her right now. Niall's off drinking or something with Josh, Liam and Zayn are discussing, well, them, and Harry left. I don't know where he is and I'm worried. Eleanor got in the car and I pulled away in silence. As much as I needed to talk to her, I couldn't find the words to say. Things have gotten worse for me. I really need Harry these days, and he's nowhere to be found. Even if he's with us, he's not truly there. His life these days seems to be a constant battle with himself. He's living inside his head, and there's no doubt theres some monsters in there that nobody would ever want to deal with. Yet, if I could take those monsters from Harry's head and put them in mine, I sure as hell would. I wouldn't even think twice. I would offer, Harry would probably refuse... What am I even thinking about this is ridiculous. Besides the fact that you can't take someone else's monsters from them, Harry doesn't like me. I dumped him without warning. I made it like I never loved him, while all this time I've just been longing for him. All this time without him, my heart aches with actual pain. I actually feel a void in my heart that grows bigger and bigger each day without him. And he would never take me back no matter what happens. I blew it and that's that. And its all my fault. All my fault. All my fault.
"LOUIS!" Eleanor screamed and I looked in front of me to see a 18-wheeler coming head on to our car. Within half a second, all I saw was black.
Harry POV
"Harry, we'd like to introduce you to Taylor Swift, your new girlfriend." I looked at Vanessa for a second, not sure what to say. I searched her face to see if she was joking, but her glare told me that she hadn't told a joke in years. Just then, one of Vanessa's assistants named Samantha or something, I don't care I hate them all the same, walked through the door followed by the one and only Taylor Swift. "Harry! So nice to meet you, this is going to be so much fun!" Taylor said to me as nicely as she could. I looked at her, puzzled, for a second. "Um, yeah." I said reluctantly. Taylor looked almost disappointed, but she quickly controlled herself and smiled. Samantha lead her out of the room, undoubtedly to go and pay her and sign paperwork. The door slammed shut and I looked at Vanessa. Something snapped. I started crying tears of anger. "YOU CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS TO US VANESSA. ITS BAD ENOUGH LOUIS DOESNT FREAKING LOVE ME ANYMORE. NOW YOU'RE GIVING ME A FREAKING BEARD." Vanessa's lip curled into a sneer, and she kept her tone level. "Is that any way to speak to your head of management? I will do whatever I would like and you will obey... unless you want me to get out your contract and..." She didn't have to finish. I knew very well that I had to listen to her or the boys and I would be out of a job. Modest! would have our trademark, and we'd be thrown to the streets. I couldn't do that to the boys, they were basically my brothers. I guess I was just going to have to date Taylor Swift.
And Vanessa knew I would.
I'm just a number in her equation, a player in her game, a variable in her experiment.
