Perrie pov (whhhaaaat yeah.)
Zayn. I love him.
I do.
But recently I haven't been feeling the same way as I used too. He is an amazing guy, but the spark is gone.
And I'm getting married to him in three months.
I'm not in love with the man I'm going to marry.
I do love Zayn. But in the past few months I realized it was more of a motherly or friendly love.
But I couldn't back out now.
I'm currently dress shopping with my mum. I normally love shopping but this made me want to cry. My mum was so happy. Her baby is getting married. She loved Zayn. She always said that she couldn't have picked a better man for me to love. She would be so upset and disappointed in me if I told her otherwise.
I walked out of the changing room, trying on my Fifth dress.
I want to cry.
Every dress I try on, takes me one more step towards marrying a man that I'm not in love with.
I looked into the mirror and saw a little girl.
A scared little girl.
My face was blank.
"oh Perrie!" My mom clapped her hands together. "I love it. What do you think?"
I looked back in the mirror
"I can't do this."
"What love?"
"I can't do this mum! I love zayn I do but... The spark is gone. I don't love him the same way I used to I just.." I trailed off as tears ran down my cheeks.
"Oh Perrie!" She came to stand next to me and hugged me rubbing my back, and muttering sweet things in my ear.
"Help me fix this. I don't know what to do." I whimpered.
"Perrie... You have grown into a fine young lady. You make decisions everyday that suprise me in ways I can't explain. That why I approved of this marrige." She gesture with her hands at my dress. "You are wise beyond your years. You always make the right decisions." She kissed my forehead. "Im going to let you decide what to do. I trust you." She smiled. Gosh. What am I going to do?
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Liam's pov
I was laying in my bed. Just in a pair of sweat pants thinking, when I heard a knock on the door. Scrambling out of bed I ran to the door, halting before answering it, and ran back to my room.
I had forgot to cover my scars. Shit shit shit. Grabbing Braclets I quickly tied them around my wrists and ran to the door. I'm such a dumbass why Didnt I just put a long sleeve shirt on. I don't know.
I pulled open the door and was shocked zayn standing there. I had tried to distance myself from him. Make him happier.
But he didn't look happy.
He looked distressed.
He Didnt say anything he just started to cry and ran into my arms uttering incoherent phrases sobbing onto my chest.
I pulled the door close and than wrapped my arms around zayn, whispering comforting words in his ear.
"C'mon" I pulled away and motioned him to follow me to my room. He did and I pulled him down to my bed.
He was still sobbing, and I pulled his body close to mine, his head was now rested on my chest.
"What's wrong zayn?" I looked down into his big brown eyes. Big as saucers. He looked so frail and vulnerable.
He stared into my eyes, not saying anything.
Before I knew what he was doing he leaned up and pushed his lips to mine. Oh my god.
He's kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he placed his around my neck.
As if he suddenly realized what he was doing he sprang back gasping.
His fingers trailed over his lips, his eyes even wider if possible. He stumbled back. He looked shocked and scared. He backed into the wall and than ran out of my room.
I heard my front door slam shut.
Oh my god.
What did I just do?
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Harry's pov
Liam was with me now talking.
He was sitting next to my hospital bed, an we were just talking about random little things.
I was happier than I had been In a while. I wasn't happy. I just felt happier. Being happy is something I haven't truly experienced since Louis and I had split.
I was laughing and than I decided that I should talk to him about something.
"You know I had some crazy dreams while I was out."
He laughed "is that so" he said laughing.
"Yeah. Like in one you were sitting right there" I pointed to the seat he was currently sitting in. "And you were confessing your undoubting love for zayn." I said I didn't laugh. I didn't think this was funny, just crazy, insane. Liam Didnt love zayn. He was straght. He told me he had gotten a girlfriend.
He sat there twiddling his thumbs, looking into his lap.
"Haha crazy" he said with absolutely no amusement in his voice, I swear I saw a tear rolling down his cheek.
"Liam... Is that true?" I asked slowly. He nodded his head. Gosh.
"IM sorry" he got up and left faster than I could answer.
I leaned back into my pillow and closed my eyes.
Liam loves zayn.
Liam loves zayn.
My dream was right....
HOLD ON A SECOND.
I sat straight up in bed. I only had two dreams in the entire week while I was out.
Liam's and...
And if Liam's was true than...
Louis might still love me.
Oh my god.
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A/N
Ok well I want to say something first off and it's that JENNA IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE SOPHIA. Sophia isn't like that and yes this came out around the engagement/new girlfriend thing between zayn and Liam but it's not like that.
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