The Memories -UNDER EDITING-

Chapter 17

Desiree's PoV.

I walk around the office bored, bugging Barney and Red because they're amazing and I love seeing their funny reaction to me being a butt. I walk into Ross' office and he has his back facing me. I slowly move behind him and put my chin on top of his head.

"Attack of the smol bean!!" I state and wrap my arms around him. He turns around in his chair suddenly causing me to fall onto the floor on my booty. I giggle and he just rolls his eyes playfully.

"At least smol bean attacks are the best attacks." He states and I laugh even more. He helps me up and pull me onto his lap and kisses my cheek. I smile and shove my face into the crook of his neck. We stay like that for a while until Tim rushes into the room in tears.

"Sarah, she... she only has, less then a week. Left." He says his breath hitching and his voice going in all different directions. My smile from before turns into a frown and I look at Ross who was almost to tears as well. I sand up and pull on his hand to get him up and Tim leads us to her office where the rest of the crew is crying. I lead Ross over and Tim starts to sob and I pat his back, tears forming in my eyes. There was so much crying these past few months it was too much. I ran into the bathroom where I could be alone, I didn't like it when other people saw me cry. I locked the door and slumped onto the floor. Kinda in the position I was when she was first in the hospital. Heh. Her and Tim went through so much, with being in debt and her life at risk. I felt so bad. I had known the feeling of someone you love dying, but I still could bare it. I do the only thing that calms me down, sing.

"Hey can you hear me?

I called out your name.

Where are you from?

What, is it that's brought you here?

Why won't you answer me?

I swear to play nice.

Isn't this fun?

This game, of hide and seek.

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I only wanted to hear your voice, skin that's warm, eyes that cry.

I only wanted to see your smile, feel your touch, it's been a while....

Ba dum dum ba dum dum ba dum dum...

Not long ago, I was a girl just like you.

Father loved me, kept, me safe and beautiful.

Oh how I'd love, to dance around just once more,

but these cold legs,

don't move,

anymore..." I sing and tilt my head back on the door, tears streamed down my face and hit my ear lobes. I brushed them away and sat in silence, the only noise was my hitched breathing and the muffled sobs behind the door. After what felt like hours I hear footsteps and a quite knock on the door.

"Hey Des, you okay in there. You've been in there for about an hour." Jess asks and I stand up and open the door. Her eyes were still red and they were filled with sorrow. I smiled weakly and kinda laugh off the past hour. Tears still threatened to pour but I held them back.

"Yeah, thanks for checking in on me Jess, I just needed some time to think somethings over. And maybe cry. A lot." She smiles sweetly and brings me in for a quick hug, which I return just as quick.

"Well, we better head back, we're all making a video about what's going on over in the living room, come on." She states and leaves as I follow her. Most people had crying by the time I got there and I took a place next to Ross. He smiles and grabs my hand, holding it like if he lets go he'll lose me forever. The camera starts recording and Adam starts off.

"Hey guys, Sky here and I'm with the rest of the people from the office, and we have a very sad and tragic unfortunate piece of information for you." He starts off.

"Yeah. We all gathered into this one video to inform you guys that unfortunately, Sarah is soon going to be no longer with us at the offices." Tim states and starts crying.

"And no, she isn't going to work off on her own. She fought her cancer, but sadly, it won." Max looks down into his hands. He should be one of the most upset about this, they were so in love it's unbelievable.

"The doctor informed us today that she has less than a week to live." Ross says and squeezes my hand tightly to the point where I let out a little squeak and put my head on his shoulder.

"Sos, wes are goings tos be makings videos for thes rest of the day, thens wes wills spend the rest of the times we has with Sarahs." Barney says.

"So right now we'll be doing a video after this where we all say one final thing to her before we don't have the time to." Jin says and I nod in agreement.

"That's all there is to say about this, well, have a good day guys, and we'll post some more video throughout the day." Adam says and the video stop recording. We all get in line to say something to the camera while the other video uploads. I think about what I want to say and decide on something. My turn soon comes up and I look directly to the camera.

"Hey Sarah, you've had a long and hard haul lately and it's all coming to an end. I love ya, so much and, when you get to heaven, say hey to my parent please." I state and walk off waving. I looked around trying to find Ross snd spotted him kinda just standing there and I ran up to him and just hug him and start crying. I look up at him.

"Why, why in bloody hell did it have to be her?" I asked him and he shook his head.
"Because life can fuck you over a lot." He states and I just sit there in his arms and cry. I missed the feeling of having someone to hold me and I was glad I was able to get it back because of reasons like this.

Why is bloody hell does she need to die. She's done nothing wrong in her life to deserve this. It's just... Wrong.

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You can hear a bit of my British in that last part. Sorry. Also! One more chapter and then an epilogue and it'll be over. 😭😭😭 This was so much fun to make and I hoped you guys liked it. Welp. Continue on to the next chapter, for the tragedy we all saw coming...