Chapter 88

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Guys last chapter. I can't believe we came to an end. I love you guys so much and don't forget to watch the video above to kinda set the mood for the last chapter. You can listen to the music while you read too, it kinda sounds like Harry... Exciting things are coming, do you guys remember me asking you ideas about new stories? :) 

Thank you so much for reading and going through this emotional fan fiction with me. Have a really nice day, and enjoy...

Harry's POV

Lex doesn't see me but from the open glass windows but I see the kitchen and she is on a stool, a spoon in her hand, mixing something in a bowl. Her face is towards me and I see the small crease between her eyebrows as she mixes fiercely. 

She is wearing a small white pair of shorts, a striped and shoulder-less tank top on her. Her natural waves hang on her shoulders and its nothing like I imagine she would be. I thought she'd be happy at least, over me by now... I knew I broke her heart and I thought Jace could mend her bruises. Instead, her eyes are red, under them is purple, her lips are bitten, trembling time to time.

She looks like she can break by a small touch, but I see a small flicker of glow in her cheeks. She is blooming with life inside her, pregnancy becoming her.

"I thought I'd fix her." I hear my least favorite Italian in the back. I don't take my eyes off her as she struggles with the contents of that bowl and mixes them as if her life depends on it.

"I thought if she stayed long enough, her bruises would heal but no, you got your claws too deep in her." Jace says and I sigh. He does not get what we have together and he never will.

"True love is not something you can fix with ponies and grapes." I whisper, scared she will hear me and I will ruin her mood. She won't be happy to see me.

"I know that. Now." Jace says, unexpectedly and I turn to see him almost about to cry, clenching his jaw, staring at Lex over my shoulder.

"Don't be so sad. Lex was never yours to keep." I say turning back to watch her. There is a small chubby woman behind her, rolling a dough out and occasionally making her smile by saying things to her I can't hear.

"Oh I get it now." Jace says and I hear him giggle, I turn around to ask what the fuck he is getting. Did he really think, just for a split second, that Lex was his? She is a human being, not an object.

"I was replaying this whole morning in my head, thinking why she fainted. Everything started great, I wats teaching her how to ride on a mare and suddenly, she goes out. Now I know why... I called her Lex." He says and my heart sinks. Is she so broken that she faints when she hears that?

"Thats your thing right?" Jace asks and before nodding I turn to the kitchen. 

When I do, my knees go weak and I loose the air in my lungs. She is staring right at me, her grey and green eyes, burning into mine. It feels like someone pouring ice cold water on me as I drop my bag to the floor and lock eyes with her. I don't dare to move.

I feel like I found a puzzle piece I have been searching my whole life for. She makes me whole in ways I didn't knew was broken.

I know I love her- fiercely and with every part of my heart, even the broken parts, even the parts that felt unworthy and without value. And maybe those parts most of all.

She slowly puts the bowl up on the counter and the small click makes the woman behind her turn and see me. She doesn't know what to make of it so she freezes while Lex gets up and wraps her arms around her torso.

I can't see anything either. I feel as if the life is knocked out of me. I love her and I'm burning with the disappointment of hurting her this much. 

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