the truth, of my thought of my action

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Jack pov
If only the Cameron guy wouldn't of called and interrupted us, I would've fucked her and maybe leave her, not that, that's what I actually wanted to do. I want her to know I love her and stay with her. Now that I think about it, I shouldn't just want to fuck her to show her I love her. I'm not gonna fuck her anymore.

Maddie prov.
I was getting ready for school when jack comes in. Jack! Knock, I could've been changing. I said. It's not like I've never seen you basically naked. He said. Get out I gotta change. I said. Ok. He said a got out and than changed.

 He said a got out and than changed

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I made my way downstairs. Come on I got your Starbucks in the car and already took your book bag in the car. He said. Is JJ riding? I asked. Nope. He said. I frowned, but just went with it. We left and went to school. Hey we need to talk. He said. After school or right now? I asked. Right now. He said. Ohh, what's up? I asked. He bit his lip before speaking. Look, after I left I was thinking of something and than I was gonna go for it, but I changed my mind because I didn't need to. He said. What is it? I asked. I was thinking that I would fuck you and kinda leave you, but than I reminded myself that I love you and I wasn't gonna prove you wrong. He said and looked at. What? I choked out, I was nearly gonna cry. No, please don't cry, babe. I jus thought of it, but I wasn't gonna do it because I love you. He said.

Still you wanted to fuck me and than leave me! I screamed and got out running to the bathroom in the school. I sat down on the ground like a teenage girl would in a stall crying because she got pregnant, but I didn't get pregnant, I got hurt. The bell rang warning that we have 5 min. Till all classes began. I got up and checked in the mirror to see I look like shit. I decided to skip school, I'm not walking or running to school. I went to jacks locker, I know he leaves his keys in their. I unlocked his locker and took his keys and drove home.

~~~ after school ~~~
Jacks pov.
I went to my locker and see it's not even closed all the way. I open it and my keys aren't their. Shit. I kick the lockers beside mine. I called the only person who could've taken my car. And she wouldn't even answer her God damn phone. Now I have to walk to her house. I walked to her house, I see my car and walk over to it, the keys aren't in their. I knock on the door.

Her mom answers it. Oh, jack. Maddie said not to let you see her, but I can give her a message. She said. Um... Actually I came for my keys, she took my keys and came in my car, and I kinda need the keys to get home. I said. I'm not sure where she left the keys, but here. Take one of our extra cars. She said. You sure? I asked. Ya, go ahead. I'll make sure she gives me the keys. She said. Ok, thanks. Bye. I said and left.

Maddie prov
I heard their conversation and rears where going down my cheeks. After jack left my parents called me down and grounded me for awhile, like I give a shit. Now. Just for taking jack keys, I'm not aloud to go anywhere beside school or things that involve school. Friends can come over, but no going over. I hate myself, my parents, My school, and Jack Gilinsky. For believing that mother fucker. Should've stayed with Cameron or anyone besides Jack. He's been calling every 30 min. And all I do is watch his call. I've been cuddled up to my white blankets watching my phone ring. I decide to finally answer him, but I only said one sentence and that was 'leave me alone, I don't wanna do anything with you, I officially hate you Jack Gilinsky' I said that and I might regret it for the rest of my life, if I'm a loner. Thank he goes from calling to texting me. I see all them and he sees them. I text him one thing and it was 'it would've been better if you wouldn't of told me' and turned off my phone. Than Molly calls me. Of course I answered her.
Conversation.
Me- look if you calling me to tell me that jack is bad or he's been locked up in his room since he got home, I don't care anymore.
Molly- I don't know what your talking about, I'm not home.
Me- oh, what's up than?
Molly- wanna come party with me?
Me- I can't, I'm grounded from going out beside going to school or school activities.
Molly- why?
Me- problems from today.
Molly- than I call a sad day with Laura and you. We can't eat pizza, ice cream, and donuts with Starbucks.
Me- I guess.
Molly- we'll be over in a few
Me- OK, bye.
Molly- bye.
End of conversation
Huh? I thought she was the one who would call me about jack, than I got a call from Laura.
Conversation
Me- are you gonna say anything about jack?
Laura- ya, what did you to him?
Me- why do you think I did something to him?
Laura- because he says you hurt him, he's been crying every since you answered.
Me- wow! That's the same Gilinsky I remember before I dated him.
Laura- seriously, what'd you do to him?!
Me- I didn't do anything, but tell him what I said, but if he's hearing or if you can tell him that in the future I'll probably regret it, badly.
End of conversation
I put my phone away in my cabinet and waited on Molly. I'm here with pizza, ice cream, and donuts. I'll take you to Starbucks if you want some. She said. Thanks Molly, you know your basically one of the people who don't hate me. I said. So wanna explain everything? She asked. I nodded and told her everything and with laura and Jack. Ohhh, that's why Laura didn't wanna come with me, but I can see why your mad at him. The only thing he's been talking about lately is only about you, I don't know why he would ever think now of that. She said. I told him that one chance, I would give him and we've only been dating for a day. I said. What?! I thought you guys already have like basically a week. She said. Nope, Jack said that we are dating before we even started dating. I said. The rest of the day was us just watching movie and going to Starbucks over and over because we ran out of our drinks. Than we ended up falling asleep.

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