Lost in a thousand thoughts
All alone in this miserable lost
Heart shaking rapidly
Till I beg someone to talk
Its hard to let go
Its hard to leave on
But its harder to hold on
The more you take the less you have
Palpitation gives trouble
As well as too much sorrow
I wish someone would help me
I wanna let go
But its hard
I beg the lord
There he help me understand
You have to use it first before letting go
An old story forever gone
Still living in my mind
Although in one story I might mention
I would still let go since he will make a new one
I was getting silent
Feeling no one to talk to
Like the last rose of summer
I will probably join them soon
Thus kindly I scatter
With God as my lover
I hope my burden is over
So I could still do my purpose
Yet thank God for everything
