I thought I found what I was good at
I thought this is something I can have
Pursue excellence and success will follow
But apparently my success is just a hollow
I have to admit though
I wasn't having fun anymore
It only drove me to stress
It cause damage in my soul
All I wanted is to write
To express myself
I wanted to tell that Im good at something
Although the truth is I wasn't
I wasn't good at anything
I wasn't an excellent person
I was just a loser
I hardly can't face anyone
They say just have fun
Don't be stress to your followers
Just be happy on what you are doing
And keep inspiring
I did it all
Yet It wasn't enough
Other beginners we're able to excel easy
Gaining a lot of praise and love in their work
I was a loser
4 years yet they easily excell..
Lot more experience but They're still better
Its the fact of me though
I have a lot in plan
But I hardly have hope that I can continue
If only I can say I'm good at this
But sadly I wasn't
I guess its time..
For me to leave.
