Hope drips away
Happiness slowly decays
Falling down in dismay
Forcefully left to stay
You said you won't leave me
You always help me see
How it feels to be glee
But now your worth decrease
We we're so close
But now I lose
Depression has finally fuse
As if it's something I'm used
I have no one from my childhood
They are all bad rude
They abused me with no respect
Giving a lot for me to regret
I was left behind
I was force to cry
No reason to smile
As I want to die
You left me behind
I wanna bring you back
But sadly I can't
It's so sad
I feel myself changing
Tears until smilling
But all is a lie
But inside I die
Wearing a mask to smile
But apparently it's a lie
Something I can't allow to cry
I'm no longer alive
I'm slowly dying
But I can't shriek a cry
After all this time of smilling
I can't believe I have become a lie
Now this is who I am
Depression itself
It's now who I am
And you can't change it
This is who I am
I can't change it
It's how I'm mold
That forever must hold
I feel cold
I feel numb
I can't feel a thing
Coz now I'm nothing
I tried to be happy
I tried to watch him
Yet not a thing works
Plus no one cares if I write this
Right?
