Healer

Present Day

(Jeremy in MM)

I am now sixteen years old living in a beautiful penthouse in California. I was glad I had Taylor by my side, she was the only Best Friend I've ever had.

"Come on bitch lets go out tonight."Taylor said while jumping on my bed.

I haven't really been as depressed as I was before we moved here, but I still didn't like leaving my room.

"Ugh, No get out!" I groaned while throwing a pillow at her.

"Come on, get up bitch! Jeremy invited me to a party and i want you to come," she said while hitting me back with the pillow.

Jeremy is Taylor's boy toy. She always says he's just something to have fun with, but I know that boy likes her A lot.

"Then you go have fun with your boyfriend I'm gonna stay home," I said while putting my blanket over my head.

"One he is Not my boyfriend! Two I want to take my Best Friend out to celebrate getting through the worst few years of her life," she smiled warmly.

I sighed, "Ugh, Fine! But I don't have to be nice to anyone." I said with a slick smile.

She laughed, "Deal."

I sat up looking at the time and it had just hit 6:35 . "What time this party starting?"

"He told me it starts at 12 , but I wanna go shopping now so, Come on!" she smiled.

"We have plenty of clothes in the closet, Why shopping?" I lifted my eyebrow.

"Cause I want something sexy for us to wear," she shrugged.

"Fine! Hurry up before I change my mind."

We both got ready in the matter of ten minutes. I laughed at the fact that we were damn near matching. I shook my head and took a picture of us in the elevator.

I chuckled when I looked at the pic knowing if Giovanni was still here I'd be in big trouble. We arrived to the mall going straight to Victoria secret store. I was more of a Calvin Klein type chick but I fuck with PINK too. After shopping at EVERY store we finally went to the food court to eat.

"This was fun," she smiled.

"I guess," I shrugged.

Her smile faded, "What's wrong?"

I just didn't really enjoy doing much anymore. I don't like moving around as much as I used to. The joy I felt just disappeared and now I was empty.

"Nothing."

She sighed, "Come on, lets go start getting ready."

We made it home and I flopped on my bed. I was exhausted but I knew Taylor was going to annoy me until I got up. I slid out of the bed and ran myself a hot bubble bath. When I got in i laid back getting comfortable. In the matter of seconds Giovanni's face popped up when I closed my eyes making a smile creep on my face.
" I miss you Giovanni,"

"I miss you too beautiful," he spoke.

"How am I seeing you?" I asked.

He grabbed my face and kissed me, "Don't worry about it babe lets just enjoy each other."

"I wish you were still here with me! I feel alone and cold. I don't even enjoy leaving my house anymore," I cried.

He held me, "look babe I'm gone and I want you to be happy. You're only sixteen you have so much life that can be lived."