Healer

Day two of torture

Words couldn't explain how pissed off I was waking up in this niggas bed. I wouldn't have known if he ain't leave this bullshit note next to me say;

"Dear Lani,
I know this not the place you wanna be and I low key don't want you here either. Jk. I just wanna make sure you straight , I took you home last night and put you in my bed. I will be in my pool house I guess. I would've been there when you woke up but I wasn't looking forward for the licks so I played it safe with a note. Hopefully you not as heated as I think you are, hell prolly ready to rip the damn note. But I'll be home wit food in a few. See you soon
- Onyx "

Well he knew right cause I started ripping the note as soon as I saw his name. I don't want anything from this dude, I WANT TO GO HOME! I would've been home if Taylor dumbass ain't burn up the damn house and let him sign his name on my papers. I still can't see why she'd want me here when I felt nothing but hatred for him. Whenever she mentions his name my skin crawls. Call me what you want but I can't stand this dude for the life of me. They did better leaving me in that low budget hospital.

I sighed and reached for my phone and it sent a sharp pain up my leg, "Fuck" I hissed.

This shit hurts!

I sucked it up and finally got my phone off the nightstant damn near crying when I laid back. I had twenty missed calls from Bryson and I rolled my eyes. I honestly ain't wanna call him back but I'd rather talk to him instead of stay with this nigga.

I called him back and he answered after the second ring which wasn't so surprising.

" What happened to yo ass got me worried and shit!" He semi yelled and it put a Lil smile on my face.

"Awwe little bry worried about little old me" I chuckled.

"Shit ain't fucking funny I'm worried and yo ass playing and shit! Where the fuck you at?!" He asked with a attitude.

"At this assholes house. I'm gonna be stuck here for six weeks, please help!" I whined and he chuckled.

"Karma is a fat ass bitch huh. You hate him now you gotta live with him" He was dying at this point.

I rolled my eyes, "Enjoying yourself."

"Hell yeah" he chuckled and I damn near hung up on him, "Don't try to hang up on me Lil girl!"

I rolled my eyes, "I'm hungry but ion want shit he got to offer." He stopped laughing.

"Yo stubborn ass ways man. But ima fuck wit you later ma." With that he hung up.

Fuck he talm bout my 'stubborn ass ways' its actually a good thing I'm stubborn these days. Who cares what he thinks anyways? I laughed at myself knowing I care about what he thinks.

Suddenly I heard the door opening and I signed when I saw him come in with a to go plate in his hand.

"Look who's up," he joked and I ain't find it funny at all.

I chose to ignore him cause I ain't feel like going off on his ass. He noticed what I was doing so he sat on the edge of the bed putting the food by my casted leg.

"I see you ain't tryna yell today," he smiled and I just stayed quiet.

I knew he was gone get tired of me ignoring him and he'd leave. Well I thought that but he just sitting here tryna start a damn conversation.

"I know you hungry so I got you some sweet and sour chicken wit some shrimp fried rice."

I put my hand out he smiled and passed me the plate I simply opened it and threw it on him.

"You can sign your name on the papers of someone you barely even know and don't ask what they are allergic to before giving them something that could kill them," I said in a calm tone knowing I was pissed.

He blew his breath out in frustration before leaving the room slamming the door. I smiled at how mad I made him

I laid in silence , I was actually enjoying it. I loved silence it was the only time I felt at peace. I know there's those people who say "what you need peace for you ain't even going through nothing" but think about it my house is destroyed, my best friend actually lied to me and let the dude she knows I hate sign his name on my papers, now I'm in the home of someone I do not know anything about.

I sighed, yeah Tyson was right when he said karma is a bitch and this bitch is whipping my ass at the moment. Why? The only thing I've done is try yo protect myself from being hurt again. Yeah I do things that are sometimes 'extra' but who wouldn't when it comes to a broken heart. I seem so dumb and cruel but I'm not I just don't know how to feel about anybody at this point. Hell its been years since I've been my joyful self, open heart, just Happy. Now all I am is a cold hearted being.

Sitting here thinking about the kind of person I am is torture I hate it. I just want to be myself again but my pride won't let me.

He soon came back in with a towel wrapped around his waist, I won't lie he look too sexy but that ain't stop my attitude not one bit.

He stood there letting water drip on the carpet with a emotionless face. "That was some rude ass shit but its koo, since you ain't eat we gotta find something for you to eat so you can take yo medicine, get cleaned up, and take yo nap." He was unreadable. Was he mad? Shocked? What is it?

I couldn't get my words out , but all I know is he on some creepy shit.

"I can do it myself you can go about your business ," I said and he only chuckled.

"Ima put some clothes on and ima be back to help."

"Whatever." He walked out and I slowly slid out the bed.

No lie I was in complete agony making my way to the bathroom. This shit was no joke and the cast made my leg feel hella heavy or is it because I'm crawling.

I made it to the bathroom and i was in so much pain all I could do was lay on the floor. I heard footsteps and mentally rolled my eyes.

"Look at yo ass if you'd  stop being so fucking stubborn and let me help you maybe you wouldn't be in this situation I know you can't stand me but I actually wanna help yo Lil ass" this was actually the first time I didn't have  come back.

He was right I put my self in this damn situation by being stubborn and acting like such a bitch towards him.

"Can you at least put your pride aside and let me help ?" he asked and I just stuck my hand out.

I am the reason for all the torture...

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I felt the need to update since the story was tripping while i was publishing &' my keyboard was acting up the whole damn time I was typing this chapter so im sick of this phone at this point  hope you enjoyed 😊💜