Healer

Musical Soul

"I'm thinking of you,

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If its wrong to love you

Then my heart just want let me be right

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you be my side

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet your so far like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your love

Tonight"

I slowly opened my eyes admiring the beautiful guitar in my hands. As a little girl I loved instruments, but I never really played them outside of my room. I don't know if its because of me being 'shy' or I was just embarrassed.

Its not embarrassing to play instruments, but it is if you weren't ever taught how to read music notes. It was my main struggle, but I taught myself how to read them then I suddenly stopped playing.

I also loved singing. My mom always said God blessed me with the voice of an angel. It was nice to hear, but its my mom she'll support me even if I sounded like a screeching cat.

I even sang to Giovanni, but only when he was to upset to sleep. He loved when I sang Mariah Carey and Aaliyah songs. I never understood why, but his wish was my command.

Before I could put the guitar down I heard clapping and I froze up.

"I ain't know you sing and play the guitar." Omar spoke with a smile.

Omar and I have been on good terms for almost a week now. He was pretty chill, he'd come check on me starting a little conversation and it was actually soothing. He was much cooler than I expected.