Treat You Better (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 21 Treat You Better

Chapter 21 Bella's POV:
"Isn't this just awesome?" Noah came walking to me shoving food in his mouth.
"Yes it is." I smiled watching him sing. He is so talented. He gives me butter files in my stomach.
"So I see you didn't go with Lucas?" I nodded at Noah.
"I just want to make sure I'm doing the right thing here." I responded. I see him more than what he really is. Shawn of course.
"Well I want to say I think you are, but you always second guess yourself." I turned to him as he walked away. He sure knows how to make someone feel like crap. But I can't argue with him. Because he's right. I always second guess myself. I looked around, but I also listened how loud the stadium was. I really shocks me how people are all there just for him. How one person can inspire so many. I hope I get the chance to do that someday. Sometimes I think I have to many mistakes within me. I hate I have to keep reminding myself that.
"I COULD'NT HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT YOU GUYS. I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOODNIGHT!" I stood there watching him come off. He handed a guy his guitar and another his ear piece. He grabbed a bottle of water and drank the whole thing super fast. I smiled as he took a deep breath. We walked the other way as I backed up running into someone. I turned around as Victoria caught herself on a chair.
"Shoot I'm so sorry." She chuckled as she stood up straight.
"It's okay. Are you having fun?" She had a big smile on her face.
"Yes I am. You?"
"Victoria!" I looked over as Noah called her over. She walked to him. I waited for Shawn wondering what he thinks when he goes on stage. What goes through his mind. Sometimes I wonder if he ever gets overwhelmed by this whole thing at all. Sometimes I kinda scare myself because I actually think I might be falling for someone. I don't think ever fell for Lucas the way I'm falling for Shawn.
"Bella!" I looked over as Shawn walked to me. He yawned as he slowly took off his shirt.
"What are you doing?" I asked. He laughed as he lifted his other hand with a different shirt.
"I get a new shirt because I get sweaty." He explained. I nodded.
"You know everyone loves it when you play "Stitches" I chuckled.
"Yeah. I know. But that sing kinda got me up there so I enjoy every minute of it."
"Had a fan ever threw anything at you on stage?" I asked. He smiled thinking for a minute.
"One time, a fan threw at me a box with customs shirts on it. But the shirts were with me on it." He walked to his dressing room as I followed. We both sat down on his couch as he sighed to himself.
"How long are you down here?" My heart kinda dropped when asking him that. I feel like I just got him, and he'll be gone soon.
"2 months, but now a couple of weeks." I faced him putting my hand on the side of his cheek. He made my heart go 10x faster, but he also made me forget about all my pain. I have no idea how he does that, but I love it.
"Shawn can I tell you something?" He nodded gently.
"I uh, I think I'm falling for you." I got really nervous saying that. I didn't know what he thought, and he might not feel the same way.
"That makes me really happy." He whispered. Let out a sigh of relief knowing I am happy.
"When I first met you. I thought I was a total idiot for embarrassing myself in front of the most talked about celebrities, but then I realized there was more to you than I thought, and when I met you? I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason." I never thought in a million years this would happen to me. But I am beyond lucky. And I will keep telling myself that because he's such a great guy. He has such a kind heart, and never tries to think of himself. Every word is said was every word I meant. I didn't think I was gonna get the chance to feel like this before, but I did. I was given that chance and I want to make the most of it because I like Shawn. I like him so much.
"I have been waiting for you to say that to me." He leaned in and kissed me as I didn't want this moment to end. I didn't want him to leave, I'm gonna need him. He makes me laugh, I'm the best me when I'm with him and when he's gone nothing will feel right until he returns.