Treat You Better (Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 19 Treat You Better

Chapter 19 Bella's POV:
"Please let me make it up to you." I kept walking trying to get away from Lucas.
"Is there something going on between you too that I don't know about." I stopped to face him.
"What?" I questioned.
"Answer the damn question." He replied angrily.
"We're just friends." I kept thinking about him, but for some reason I can't come up with a decision. I feel terrible about saying that, but I have to be honest with myself.
"Can I take you somewhere? Tonight?"
"Tonight!" I yelled.
"Yes. Please give me a chance." I start he'd the top of my head knowing Shawn invited us to his concert tonight. I know for a fact Noah and Victoria are going, but I also know if I don't go Noah will be disappointed with me. And I don't want that. But the problem is I don't want to feel like I have to go, I want to be able to feel like I want to go.
"Alright I will." I responded.
"Pick me up here at 9." I smiled as I turned and walked into the barn. I looked around and screamed at the top of my lungs.
"WHY DID YOU DO THAT BELLA! YOU GIVE IN TO QUICKLY!" I smacked myself in the head thinking I had to be the biggest idiot. Why can't I get my emotions together.
"Hey you okay?" Noah peeked his head through the door.
"I'm fantastic I was just worrying for no reason you know?" I giggled trying to play it off.
"I heard you yelling and I thought it was at the chickens again." I shook my head.
"Dude are you excited for tonight?! It's gonna be so fun!" He jumped up and down. I nodded uncomfortably.
"It so nice he did that for us. He is such a good guy. I'm glad you like him. I think you finally found someone." He looked at me with a concerned look on his face.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm great. Just tired I think." I gave him a cheesy smile.
"So what did Lucas talk to you about?" He walked and grabbed a bucket of water and bang filling it up.
"Um you know about our relationship I guess." I explained.
"Thank god did you tell him you were over his bullshit? Because I sure am."
"Actually I didn't." Noah paused.
"He asked me on a date tonight to make up of how much of a douche he has been towards me." I cringed waiting for Noah's response.
"And you said no right?" I shook my head.
"Are you serious?" He began to raise his voice.
"Look Noah I know you think he's a bad guy but-"
"I THINK! I KNOW HE'S A BAD GUY!" He yelled.
"What will Shawn think. DO YOU EVEN NOTICE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT YOU?!" I shrugged.
"This is my decision not yours." I snapped.
"You're an idiot. You know you shouldn't even come tonight." He recommended. My heart dropped.
"Why?"
"Why!! Because what's the point when you go you'll leave Shawn for that jackass. But hey you're call." He turned and walked out as I raced to him in anger.
"You make stupid decisions to Noah." I hollered.
"I'm the only here that makes them. I do bills, shipping, and all you do is supply the market."
"Oh boo you Noah acting like-"
"I'm sorry what did you say? Oh yeah that's the sound of no one caring." I stopped as he kept walking. He's right. What am I doing. Why do I keep going back to him. He doesn't do anything for me but put me down. But when I'm with Shawn. He actually makes me feel wanted. Makes me feel like I actually care for once in this world. I guess I hate it when people struggle and that's what I think about Lucas. He struggles taking care of himself and that's probably why I keep giving him chances. But in the end I think Shawn deserves me more than Lucas. And I love that fact that I'm comfortable saying that.