Bittersweet (Ryan's POV)

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"Uh, hey Dallon, where's you-," I said as I appeared from the hallway, but stopped when I saw Dallon kissing some guy.

"Who is this?" the guy asked.

"My friend Ryan," Dallon said. "We're studying for the history test on Monday."

I felt extremely awkward, but we all talked for a few more minutes and Brendon, the guys Dallon was kissing, introduced himself as his boyfriend. So, Dallon is gay? After we talked in the kitchen, we all sat in the living room and talked for about an hour and a half until I had to leave.

"Bye Ryan," Dallon said as he waved.

"Bye," I said as I smiled.

"Nice meeting you!" Brendon said.

I turned around and walked down the sidewalk to my house, which was only a good three of four blocks away.

"Well, so much for that," I said to myself.

I kind of liked Dallon, but he was with someone and he seemed very happy, so I probably shouldn't fuck that up, but Valentine's Day is in a couple days.. No Ryan. Stop. Guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens.

"Hey hun," my mom said as I walked into my house.

"Hey mom," I said.

"How was studying?" she asked.

"Good," I said.

"That's good," she said with a smile. "Supper is on the stove if you're hungry."

"Thanks, but I think I'm going to go take a shower," I said.

"Alright," she said.

I ran up the stairs to my room and threw my backpack in the corner. I sat on my bed and put my head in my hands. I couldn't stop thinking about Dallon. What is wrong with me? He's dating Brendon and he's happy. Do not, repeat do not, fuck it up, Ryan.

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