Is This Really What You Want? (Multiple Ship FanFic)

Sarah Smiles (Sarah's POV)

I had just hung up with Brendon and was on my way to Spencer's. I'm not mad at what Brendon did with Ryan, hence why I'm going to let him live a single life, but not divorce me. It's hard to explain, but I know what I mean.

I finally got to Spencer's about five minutes later. We didn't live far from him at all. I got out of the vehicle and knocked on the door.

"Oh, hey Sarah," Ryan said as he ushered me in.

"Hey," I said as I smiled.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"Hey Sarah!" Spencer and Jon said from the couch.

"Hey guys," I said as I laughed. "And Ryan, I am here to talk to Brendon."

"Oh, ok," Ryan said. "I'll go get him."

"Thanks," I said as I smiled.

I watched Ryan walk down the hallway and open the guest bedroom door.

"Hey Brendon, do you-," Ryan said, but stopped when he backed away slightly.

That's all I heard before he walked all the way into the room. He came back a few minutes later and took my hand. I smiled and he led me down the hallway.

"Brendon wants to talk to you in there," Ryan said.

"Thanks," I said.

I walked into the room and saw Brendon and Dallon sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hey baby," Brendon said as he got up and hugged me, kissing my cheek as well.

"Hey," I said as I smiled.

"So, what'd you want to talk about?" Brendon asked.

"Are you sure you want Dallon in here?" I asked.

"Anything you tell me, you can tell Dal," Brendon said.

"Alright," I said. "Well, listen. I know you hooked up with Ryan multiple times, and before you try to talk, just know that I'm not mad about it. I know where your life is and I know it's hard, so what I'm going to propose is that we stay married, but I'm going to basically let you live a single life. Understand?"

"Yeah, I gotcha," Brendon said. "But why are you doing this? I mean I cheated on you and I feel terrible about it. Why would you still stay with me?"

"Because even through all of that, I still love you and I always will," I said.

"I love you too," Brendon said as he kissed me.

"So, deal?" I asked.

"Deal," he said.

"You guys are totes adorbs," Dallon said.

"Did he just say that?" I whispered to Brendon, but loud enough for Dallon to hear.

"I think he did," Brendon whispered back.

We burst into laughter and Dallon pouted on the bed.

"You know we love you, Dal," I said as I hugged him.

"Oh, I know," Dallon said as he hugged me back.

We all talked for another good hour before I left. I was glad I got that our of the way, and I'm not denying the fact that this'll be hard, but it's to make him happy. That's all I care about. I want him to be happy. I don't want him hurting himself anymore. He means everything to me and I will always love him.

*A/N* Ok, this chapter kinda sucks, but this is why: I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I'M GOING TO A FALL OUT BOY ANNNNNND NEW POLITICS CONCERT! FOB IS NEXT MONTH AND NEW POLITICS IS IN FEBRUARY! OMFG I'M SO EXCITED! I GET TO SEE PATRICK'S SHORTNESS AND CUTENESS LIVE! HOLY SHIT GUYS. I THINK I'M GONNA HYPERVENTILATE!~