Is This Really What You Want? (Multiple Ship FanFic)

Tonight, Tonight (Ryan's POV)

Well, I got very little sleep last night. Dallon and Brendon fucking kept both Spencer and I up for a good hour. I'm glad they're back together. but quiet down. I think this was also the first time for them as a couple... I feel like that's that Brendon had planned with Dallon that one Valentine's Day.

Anyway, today we were all bringing Dallon to the airport so he could go home and be there for Breezy. He was really nervous and all of us could tell. He definitely made me dizzy a few times from pacing back and fourth. But I mean who wouldn't be nervous at the birth of their first child?

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I hopped in once I ran the water for a little bit and then finished in about ten minutes. Once I was done, I dried off and wrapped the towel around my waist. I walked out of the bathroom to go to the laundry room to grab a pair of jeans.

"Hey Ryan," Brendon said. "Do you- Whoa."

"Oh, sorry," I said as I laughed. "I just got out of the shower and needed to get a pair of jeans."

"Oh," he said as he laughed as well.

"Sorry I made this awkward," I said.

"No, it's fine," he said.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked.

"I-I'm just nervous about Dallon, well mostly for him, and I don't want him to go," he said.

"Bren, everything is going to be ok, alright? Dallon is a strong guy and he's going to be there for Breezy. I know you're scared and sad about him leaving, but maybe you can go visit him a few weeks after the baby is born or even before. I'm sure they wouldn't mind," I explained.

"You know what, you're right," he said.

I smiled at him and he let me past him to go to the laundry room. I grabbed a pair of my black skinny jeans and walked back to my room. I quickly got changed and then walked out into the living room.

"Are we all ready to go?" I asked.

"I am," Brendon said.

"Hell yeah," Spencer said.

"Lets do it," Dallon said.

"Where's Jon?" I asked.

"He had plans with other friends, so he's sleeping in until it's time for his plans," Spencer said.

"Oh ok," I said. "Than lets go!"

Everyone smiled and we all walked out the door. We got into my vehicle and made our way to Vegas. We talked, sang, talked some more, and some of us slept on the way there. We finally got there about an hour later. I pulled up to the airport and we all got out and found Dallon's gate. We waited with him for the hour that it took before they called his number. We said our goodbyes and he left.

"Wait!" Brendon shouted.

"What?" Dallon asked.

Brendon ran over to Dallon and jumped into his arms. He kissed him deeply and Dallon smiled.

"I love you, Dal," Brendon said.

"I love you too," Dallon said. "Promise you'll come and visit?"

"I promise," Brendon said as he released himself from Dallon's arms. "Have a good flight."

Brendon walked back over to us and we all waved to Dallon again. And with that, he left, as did we. We decided to stay the day in Vegas and sight see since we hadn't done that in a while. Brendon was silent almost the entire time and I knew he was hurting. I kept giving him saddened looks, but he would blow them off. We all left Vegas around ten at night and Spencer fell asleep on the drive home.

"Ok, now that he's asleep, tell me what's wrong," I said.

"I miss Dallon a lot and I don't know when I'll get to see him again. Haven't you ever loved someone so much and then you find out that you can't see them for what seems like forever?" Brendon said.

"Actually no," I said. "I've loved someone and not been able to have them. That's kind of close. I'm sorry I'm not exactly helping."

"But you're trying. That's all that matters," he said as he took my hand in his.

I didn't mind. I knew he needed someone there for him right now and I was probably the closest thing right now. I'd be there for Brendon whenever he needed me. That was a promise I made to myself and intended to keep it.

*A/N* Ok, I feel like this chapter totally sucks, but it's getting kind of late and I'm not thinking as hard lol. Hope you all still like it!~