BitterSweet Love (A Justin Bieber Fan Fiction)

Twenty: Leaving

Today was the day. The day that everything in my life changes, and as I was hurling things into my car I got to thinking. Do I really want my life to change? I mean sure freedom and dorm life, but do I really want to leave the world I'm living in now for an unknown? Well there was no going back now. The applications and everything are all in order and I'm ready to start off my new life as an adult. Even if it means leaving it all behind. But that got me into an even deeper thought was I really thinking about leaving Canada or was I worried about leaving Justin?

"Scar?" I was snapped out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, Ry?"

"You've been holding that one box for the past ten minutes now."

"Guess I was just a bit preoccupied in my thoughts."

"Let me get that for you." He asked taking the box from my hands and neatly placing it in the car. "I already packed everything up so I might as well help."

"Thanks." I answered grabbing a few boxes

"So are you ready for this?"

"Not one bit."

"Me either, I mean it was all just thoughts and stories and now we're actually going out and doing it. It's a bit weird, yeah?"

"It's almost as if it's all just a dream."

"A dream that's about to become a reality." He cleared his throat.

"So where's Justin? I thought he was coming by to help you out."

"I'm actually not sure." I shrugged

"You wanna call him?"

"I mean you can if you'd like, but I'm pretty sure I got this box thing down."

"Are you too fighting again?"

"No, why?"

"It's just that he seemed a bit ticked off at that party dragging you away like you were his girlfriend or something."

"I actually have no idea what that was even about. I was way too high to take notice as to what was going on."

"So what about Chaz?"

"What about him?" I asked closing the trunk.

"You guys seemed pretty in tune with each other and he's a great guy."

"Ryan I don't want to date him."

"Why not?"

"He's not my type."

"Then who is?"

"Look Ryan he seems sweet and all, but I just can't see a future with him. I mean we're about to leave the country if you hadn't noticed."

"Yeah and he's coming with us."

"Excuse me?"

"He's going to NYU as well."

"Are you serious?"

"Why do you seem so surprised?"

"He seems like a stoner."

"That's only him at parties! Just give it a chance and get to know him he's an amazing guy."

"Alight Ryan I'll get to know him if that'll put you to ease."

"Good." He smiled "We should get going." He added

"Wait, Justin said he wants to say goodbye before we leave."

"Alright that's fine." He said leaning up against my car. "Ya know you two have been hanging out an awful lot now-a-days."

"I suppose."