BitterSweet Love (A Justin Bieber Fan Fiction)

Twenty Four: Take Ya Down

I fell on top of him pulling myself up on my hands looking down at him.

"Do tell me how you're grinning after we just rolled off a hill?"

"I knew you'd try to save me." I grinned proud of my own instinct

"You're telling me you purposely risked your life as a test to see if I'd come after you?"

"Hardly a life risk, it's a hill and there's inches of snow as cushion."

"There's probably ice mixed in too."

"Lucky I had you."

"Of course. I would've done it for anyone you know."

"But that "anyone" is always me. You can't deny that."

"No other girl I've met is as clumsy as you."

"One of the reasons why I could never model."

"I could give you a few more."

"And back to square one."

"I was only joking."

"Sure."

"No really. You aren't ugly." His eyes peered into mine capturing me. He started moving up.

"What are you doing?" I whispered still staring into his eyes

"What I've wanted to do since I saw you again." He pushed his lips against my own urging me to kiss back. my mind was screaming to push him off, but my heart wanted him so much that I let in.

His lips felt so good and his taste was so sweet, I've missed him so much and even though he's a complete asshole nothing was stopping me from this moment.

A 'snap' from a camera swiped the moment away. We broke apart both scared.

"Shit." Justin was breathing hard

"I can't have this out there."

"You can't have this out there?! Scarlett, I have a girlfriend."

Girlfriend the word clawed into my skin penetrating my most gentle parts.

"I'm sorry." I got up

"What?"

"I shouldn't have kissed you back."

"Where's the negative insults where's the fight back? This isn't like you."

"I can't win with you, so why try?"

"But I kissed you."

"And I kissed back when you have a girlfriend." I started walking, but he kept up.

"You hate my girlfriend. Why care about how she feels now?"

"If I were in her place I would be crushed."

"Then why'd you cheat?"

"Are you really bringing this up again?"

"Please tell me why you did it."

"I've told you so many times."

"Tell me once more." He stopped and sat down in the snow. He patted down a spot next to him for me.

I sighed. "Why can't we ever move past this?" I asked

"Because it still hurts me. I still think about you all the time and that same memory comes back. The memory of the other guy."

I looked into his eyes and I could see the pain hidden in them.

"He treated me like a princess when you wouldn't even talk to me. He said so many sweet things and all his attention was on me. He never upset me, or purposely put me down."