I live in an rv.
I work at Popeyes for $8.75 an hour.
I need a medication adjustment.
Antonio hates me.
Nick hates me.
Orion hates me.
Silvester has me back.
I don't know where I'll be going to school.
It's my last year in high school.
I don't want to do it anymore.
I don't know where I will be living next week. I don't know where I'll be next month. Nobody wants us.
Everything my family owns is in this rv. Everything else that was in storage was auctioned off. Social severity cards, birth certificates, everything.
I hate long distance relationships because of Orion and Antonio. It's because I couldn't do long distance that nick hates me. Nick is fragile, innocent. I am crazy and I would ruin him like hurricane Katrina. I couldn't be that scar.
People who have had scars like that understand. Nick is still pure; his heart has a few scrapes, but there's no permanent scars that reopen every time he sees something that reminds him of me. I don't want to be that to him.
Silver gets it.
I'm lonely. So is he.
He convinced me how much I miss him. Want him. Need him.
I'm engaged again. He lives in Texas for now, but next year he's coming up to get me. I will not ruin it this time.
I hope.......
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Lost In The Mind of Me
Non-FictionLaid upon the pages of this book is a story. This is an autobiography. I struggled with writing this and, as you will soon understand, though I knew how to write it, writing it and thinking about it was difficult. I have not labeled the chapters in...
