The affair

Three

I wake up quickly remembering where I was, I sit up seeing Jon sitting on the edge of the bed back to me, I wanted to say something but I thought it was best not to.

I get out of bed getting dressed picking up my stuff turning to see Jon still sitting there he hadn't moved he seemed deep in thought.

I walk to my room next door walking inside feeling nothing but guilt, why the hell did we do that for? I asked myself.

I couldn't even blame alcohol this time, we was both sober we both could of stopped at any point during the night but we didn't we both wanted it.

I shower and pack up my stuff getting ready to leave for the airport so I can go home.

I go to the reception seeing Jon checking out with his assistant I walk over seeing Hannah she hands me a form that I signed and I hand my key card to the receptionist feeling eyes on me, I look over seeing Jon looking at me.

I quickly look away not being able to look him in the eye.

We arrived back in Georgia after a long uncomfortable flight me and Jon didn't say anything to each other, the tension between me and Jon was thick you could cut it with a knife.

I get my bag and I go to walk away from Jon who grabs his bag "Libby" Jon called, I freeze at the sound of his voice the last time I heard it was when he was moaning at me to cum on his dick.

I pushed the thought and image out my head turning to look at him.

"Where you going?" Jon asked me.

"Home, gonna grab a taxi" I informed him.

"Look I brought you here I'm taking you home" he said I looked at him i nodded at him accepting his lift.

The drive to my house was rather uncomfortable we said nothing to each other till Jon pulls up at my house.

"Last night" Jon said causing my heart to race at the thought of us, I get images of Jon kissing and sucking on my nipples moaning into my mouth as he entered me.

"Last night was a mistake" I said looking at him pushing the images out of my head.

"Was it?" Jon asked me, I frowned my eyes at him in confusion.

"What the hell are you saying?" I asked him.

"Neither of us stopped it" Jon reminded me "I've thought it over and over, we both wanted it"

"Don't" I said stopping him from talking "it was a mistake" I said getting out the car Jon follows getting my bag for me.

The front door opens and I turn seeing Caleb, I walk over pulling him into a hug kissing him before turning to look at Jon "well thanks for the lift" I said dropping the hint for him to leave.

"Yeah your welcome" Jon said walking around getting in the car putting his hand up to Caleb.

Three days later we was back on set filming which I was dreading but thankfully for me I have no scenes with Jon's character Shane.

For three days I managed to avoid Jon at work just seeing him on the actual set which I was thankful for as he couldn't exactly talk to me about us sleeping together.

I was heading for my car so I could go home and shower, i could of showered in my trailer but I prefer going home to shower when I hear my name called I Instantly freeze recognizing the voice.

"Libby" Jon called but I carry on walking "will you wait up" Jon called.

"Jon just leave me alone" I said opening the door to the car.

"Why the hell you avoiding me?" Jon asked me.

"Because I feel it's best we keep our distance" I said to him as he rest his weight on the car.

"I don't get why?" Jon questioned me.

"You know why" i replied "what we did was wrong"

"It was, but if you didn't want it why didn't you say something at the time?" Jon asked me.

I looked at Jon knowing he was right we both didn't try and stop what happened between us, we both clearly wanted it, which made me feel ten times worse

"Look I've got to get home" I said before getting in the car in a hurry.

I arrived home rushing up stairs to my bathroom quickly rushing to the toilet being sick, hearing Jon say that again hit home even more, we both didn't try and stop it happening and it felt normal and natural, but why? Why now?