|•|Expect the Unexpected|•|

Diez

Once I helped Jackson with cleaning up the mess, I headed home with Colin and Nathan. I left my car at Jackson's house cause I'll come back to get it tomorrow. Colin drove, Nathan sitting beside him in the passenger seat, and I was in the back. I didn't speak a word to them all the way home. The car pulled up to our driveway. I opened the door and slammed it against Colin's red convertible. I stomped my way to the front door, and unlocked it. I pushed the door opened and kicked off my shoes without looking back at Colin. You could imagine how fucking pissed I was at him. I heard the front door close as I ran up the stairs, and into my room. I slammed the door shut and locked it. I threw my drawstring onto the floor and changed into my pjs, which consists of shorts and an oversized t-shirt. I went bra less when I was at home. Once I was comfy enough, I hopped into bed and went on my phone. I scrolled through Twitter, Instagram, Musically, Snapchat. I was on Instagram when a photo of Colton Haynes totally blessed my feed. He's so hmmm. Another photo of Jackson appeared, making me smile. He was so cute. Then I got a FaceTime call from Jackson. I answered, and his cute voice rung through my ears.
"Hey Jackson, how are you holding up?" I asked.
"Good I guess. My siblings just got home with my mom and they've been screaming nonstop." He slightly chuckled.
"You're lucky. I have to deal with Colin everyday." I said pretending to frown. Just then, someone knocked on my door.
"Come in." I instructed. The door opened revealing Nathan standing there in only basketball shorts. He locked the door.
"Uh can we talk, Luna?" He asked awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.
"No leave me alone Nathan. I don't want to hear your bullshit right now. Or ever." I shot a glare at him.
"Please Luna let me explain." He said getting closer to me. I rolled my eyes.
"Jackson I gotta go. Call you back tomorrow. Bye." I said ending the FaceTime call.
"You got 5 minutes." I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"I'm sorry I told Colin you were with Jackson he wouldn't shut up about it. He was going to beat me up if I didn't tell him. He's really overprotective only because he cares." He started rambling.
"Okay, you could've said you didn't know."
"I did. He didn't believe me."
"Whatever Nathan. Are you done?" He walked even closer to me. By now I was standing, leaning against the wall. He placed his hands on my hips and looked into my eyes. Oh his green eyes were so beautiful. His eyes moved from my eyes to lips. I couldn't lie and say I didn't do the same. They were plump and a pink/red color.

By now I forgot about the whole fight we got into. My heart was beating so fast, it was going to break my rib cage. I hope he couldn't hear it. He leaned in but stopped right before our lips touched. My breath hitched, as I tried to get more air. A smirk made its way onto his lips. I've never been this close to a boy before let alone kiss one. And yes that makes me a virgin. My hands were glued to the wall, unable to move. I tried to get out of his arms, but he removed them from my hip, and planted them onto the wall, leaving me trapped. His lips went into the crook of my neck.
"Why do I have this effect on you." He whispered.
Is this what it feels like the crave someone? To actually want someone. Nathan knew I've never had my first kiss. Even when I dated Jackson, it wasn't a serious relationship. We were more like best friends. So we never kissed or anything. Sure he's kissed me on the cheek and forehead, or temple an stuff but never on the lips.
My eyes were locked into Nathan's eyes. The green and hazel in his eyes sparkled. I loved them so much. I envy his eyes.
Do I have feelings for Nathan? I hope not. I can't have feelings for him. One because I'm with Jackson now. Two, because Nathan doesn't date. He fucks girls and leaves them. Three, he was like my brother. Lastly, he was my brothers best friend. It can't happen, I can't like him.
"I know, you want me Luna. I can hear your thoughts." He whispered sending chills down my spine. I felt my cheeks getting heated. Why do I feel this way about Nathan, but not Jackson?
"I-I uh um." My chest was heaving up and down. I gulped, which only made Nathan smirk even more. His lips were only a few inches away from mine. I wanted so bad to kiss them. He took his left hand, placing them back on my hips, pulling his body onto mine. A strand of my brown hair fell onto my face. Nathan took no time to gently tuck it behind my ear. He started leaning in again. I wanted my first kiss to be special. I think this is the moment. This time, he didn't stop. He pressed his soft and tender lips onto mine, sending sparks through my body.