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I don't really have a lot to say. this'll be a short entry.
uhm, seokjin! yeah, let's talk about that.
seokjin told me he liked me today at the park. it shocked me. he's really cute and nice but...
then there's taehyung who i kinda have a thing with. we understand each other and talk a lot.
it makes me wonder how you and dad ended up like that. you obviously loved each other, right? so why did he start abusing us?
maybe he wanted a better daughter. i wasn't smart, didn't have friends, stopped talking. yet, i always thought of him as my father until the very last moment when he packed his suitcase and left.
it makes me think that it was always my fault, no matter how many times the therapist at school had rubbed my hair and told me it was okay- that it wasn't me who made him leave.
you probably know it as a different story- the man who fell out of love with you. its sadly remarkable how it turned out for you.
i wish i could say that i pity you, but after the harm you caused me, you look like a bug. so tiny and scared.
sad...
you won't find me. so stop trying so hard.
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
♤ house of spades ♤
De Todo*tw* depression, anxiety, mentions of self-harm, mentions of anorexia, panic attacks. kth, ksj, pjm, jjk, myg, jhs, knj lowercase intended please don't look over this and read it. part one of the house of cards series. #wattys2016
