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i just met the boy seokjin was telling me about. the thing is that he is cute and super nice to me so i can't even reject him like i had planned to a few days ago.
why am i such a failure?
the way school has been lately has been nothing but torture and cruel mocking gestures.
another person came up to me today with razorblades.
'hey,' they said as they waved the pack in front of me. 'these are the thinnest and cut the best.'
the bad thing about it all is that i might actually consider doing it. i have no other ways to relieve myself other than taking those pills and i don't want to die.
i'm clinging so desperately onto life that my its like i'm a hand on the edge of a cliff. i might just let go from exhaustion and loss of patience people around me have been ignoring.
lately, all i've been seeing is a rainbow of gray scale colors- sepia and monochrome. city lights look the same shade of yellow.
hold on, I'm getting a call.
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
♤ house of spades ♤
Random*tw* depression, anxiety, mentions of self-harm, mentions of anorexia, panic attacks. kth, ksj, pjm, jjk, myg, jhs, knj lowercase intended please don't look over this and read it. part one of the house of cards series. #wattys2016
